I havr learned that if you are not with right people then its better to be alone to think about your self.I have learned that I don't need anyone just myself friends will come and leave the ones who stay are your real friends I have learned so many things about myself.I don't have to depend on someone I need to depend on myself friends who hurt you will try and try again.I don't need people holding me down I am tried of that and no one will hold me down I am doing something o want to do not anyone else because that just stupid.Sense my best friend is dating my crush I just became there friends.I don't want to cry for a fake friend and for people who don't deserve my tears because all I need is myself.This time is all about me no on else and friends want to leave me they can go head.Because I don't need you anymore all I need is myself and my true friends deathpower want to forget me then so be it she says she does not forget her friendships well that's bullshit because I don't need anyone she can go head and forget me.She says I am the one who made her problems I am not the one who told to be my friend she says I lie but I only lie when she was sad like every friend would.She also said she does not know if we all friends or not.Well this is what I have to say You don't want to be my friend so be it because I don't need you.Id you will want to be friends then just say it.Because I have a lot of things to think about so.This is it I will try to change who I am to someone who I want to be.
