Why does every friend I make leaves me for someone else.I guess I'm not a good friend because everyone is leaving me for someone else.Right now I wish o could be dead no one cares about me or about how I feel.I feel like no one fucking cares about how I feel.Everyone ignores me why all I been doing is trying to be a good friend but I guess I'm not a good friend. I wish I could die do I don't have to deal with this bullshit in my mind.I want to die I have no one by my side to love me support me or care about me.So for those haters listen I'm tired of your bullshit that I been dealing for almost 6 years now I know no one cares about me or like or deal with me.I wish I could me be in a world where someone would love,care about and ask how I feel.I feel like it's just me vs the whole world I quit.Being nice,care and being treated like bullshit I'm tired of all this shit.If someone really cared about I would never feel the way I do.I really wish I had a knife with me right noe so I could cut my self slowly so it will hurt more.
deathpower if you are reading this I can't anymore.I don't want to deal with all of this bullshit anymore I need help and soon bit no one want to give me that help.I give up on being someone that I'm not.So the real me will came out and the real me want to tell him but how.I got no support of no one.
I wish this could be a bad dream but its not so help.