I really don't know what is happening I feel lost.I feel alone doing nothing I feel sick.I wish I could cut myself but I'm not that strong I wish I could. Sitting here thinking why I'm Alive I don't want to be alive.I made a promise to my best friend that I will not cut or kill myself and I'm trying to keep that promise but its hard. Just saying it is easy but keeping that promise is hard.I wish I could know why so many people want to be friend I'm just a normal human being.Oh well have to go bye see you in next chapter.
I feel alone in this world I feel like its just me and earth fight me. I'm have so many friends bit I feel alone. Most people try to understand me but others don't know what I been through the pain the tears. No one know me all well like deathpower. Ist just me vs the world. See you in the next chapter.