ISSUES 2 II OUTERBANKS S3/S4

hothead and firecracker

"I'm a hothead, what's wrong with that?"

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"What do I do.. what do I do", Rafe mumbles as he gets back into the floor but his head shoots up when he sees me standing next to the balcony door. "What did you hear, Bella?", Rafe asks assuming that I've eavesdropped on him. "Oh just that you planned on kidnapping me again?", I snap at him. He stole that damn cross and he made me believe he's changing just to talk me into getting onto that damn airplane. And I being an idiot began to believe him.

"I didn't kidnap you", Rafe huffs and his veins immediately appear on his skin as he tenses up, "You went on the boat with me willingly. You wanted to be with your family and me before you.. jumped for that asshole." I shake my head slowly. "No, Rafe. I needed informations about the gold and the-" "Shut the fuck up", Rafe yells at me, "You got on that boat for me. Not for anyone else!"

"Just like you who got back for doing daddy's business", I mumble not being intrigued by his outbursts anymore, "God I should've known that you would make me leave with you as soon as I trust you again." "I swear to god, Bella. If you got on that boat only to betray me, I'll make you stay in this house forever!"

"Do you even listen to yourself when you're talking?", I yell at him and throw my arms in the air hysterically, "You used me, Rafe! You made me trust you again! Pope was so right about you." "What did that asshole say", Rafe asks me dangerously, "What did he say?" "Just what everyone else thinks! That you're a selfish asshole who'd do anything for himself! And honestly? Pope's so right. I should have stayed with Kiara or anyone else. Just far away from you."

"Kiara who macked on your boyfriend, really? I was there for you, Bella. It's always been me! And I obviously haven't kidnapped you or do you see me pulling you to the airport? I wanted to stay here with you forever, you ungrateful-" "Come on, say it", I provoke him laughing frustratedly. "No, I'm not going to give you any more reasons to tell me what an asshole I am. I haven't lied to you for one second. I didn't kidnap you and I didn't come here to bring you to Harvey. I came here to spend time with you just like last night."

"Even if that was true.. what about the damn cross? It belongs to Pope's family and you steal it for your own advantage when you're already rich enough. Why not leave pope's inheritance to him and his family? How am I ever able to see you as an human being?", I confront him, "God, Rafe. I wanted nothing more than to be with you and have a normal life in which you accept my friends and they accept you. How can I ever justify what you've done without lying to myself?"

"You love me, Bella", Rafe whispers softly, "You don't need to justify or defend me and what I've done. Just listen to your damn feelings for once. I want to stay here with you. Make this our home. Our parents have left, Bella. Everything that I do is for us." "Then give Pope his cross back", I mutter angrily and cross my arms in front of my body. Rafe however takes my arms and gets closer stroking my cheeks with his hand.

"You love me even if I don't do that. I can't, okay? I promise you something. No more lies, no more worries. I won't do anything criminal anymore. Believe me this one last time and we can live happily ever after just like we promised each other when we were together", Rafe whispers into my ear leaning in. God, why is he so good at making my body react to his touch? What if he's right? No more criminal activities. That is what I wanted.

"I'm yours, Bella, and you're mine. Even if you're not here.. I wouldn't let anyone get close to you", Rafe murmurs against my neck leaving soft kisses on my skin, "No more criminal activities. Just you and I here together.. no worries.. I could please you all night and all day." I pull myself together and push him away before giving in. "How do I know if you lie to me?", I question him getting nervous the longer he stares at me.

"I love you, Bella, that's all you need to know", Rafe mumbles and licks his lips. When he lets his hand go through his hairs his shirt is lifted up and I can see his v-line. Why do we have to be so into each other when we know it's not good for us? "You heard me talk to your dad. I stood up for you and me. He's not going to take you anywhere", Rafe states watching me closely, "You're mine."

Rafe makes use of me being lost in thoughts and pulls me closer by my neck quickly. He presses his lips onto mine and I react to the kiss automatically. Will I ever have enough of his lips? Probably not. If these lips wouldn't lie so sweetly.. Rafe lets go of my just to push me against the wall right behind me and to spoil my neck with sweet kisses. I let my head fall back into my neck and let him please me until I want more. Rafe lays his hands on my butt. "Jump", he murmurs against my lips so I do and he carries me through the hallway back into his bedroom.

"I've hidden the coke", Rafe states as he puts his shirt of and throws it onto the ground, "If you ever use it again, Bella-" As he tenses up, I study the veins that lines his hands and arms like they had been culpted. "I do whatever I want, hothead", I mutter feistily. Rafe grins knowing that I'm trying to provoke him. "Looks like you don't, love. You're laying in my bed wearing my shirt and you're about to get fucked by me. Admit it or not, you're mine forever", Rafe groans when I pull back to me so he lays on top of me and I push my upper body against his.

"If we do this now, Bella, there's no going back. You and I from now on", Rafe rumbles against my chest as he leaves tiny kisses on my chest, "You know I hate it when people see you in this scanty bikini." "I wear whatever I like", I grin against his lips as his fingers play with the strips of my bikini. "We'll see about that", Rafe groans when I lay my hand on his best piece heatening the situation up. I'm probably going to regret this but it's worth the pleasure.