My life story

An ailment

The voices in my head
They don't stop
By day and night
"Conversation"
With each others

Disagree with me
I'm just the vessel
Who can't rest

They don't stop

Has me running mad
Some only think in riddles
That I have to solve
They aren't giving me a choice

Cause they are the key
The key that unlocks
What my mind does try to hide

It's been nights since I been able to relax and rest my R and R's gone

While the voices did comfort me
at first
like an old song

That I knew the notes so well
That I could play
A song that I use to love to sing along

But now it's so insistent
Boggling me to insanity
Too much
I'm losing my rationality

Because they got minds all of their own
That oppose my own

No power have I
Can't silence them at all
What do I have to do to get them to stop
I cried

And the day goes on
How they do roar
Like the beast
Put the lions to shame

I'm just a mere being
With roots with the Earth
Who begs
To rest
I'm pleading please
They got to stop
I can't go on
Not like this

I'm seeping deep into the abyss
My voice gone to the wind

To gain the control
With the power
Of the voices
That aren't my own

Is it my fate to lose my soul
To the voices
To gain back my control?