My life story

Revenge

Look at what you made me do
I'm kissing a stranger
letting him do what he wants with my body

I hope you're happy

I hope you like a taste of your own medicine

Lucky for you I didn't go all the way, unlike you

I'm too much inform, I take precautions

I'mma keep it safe, so you luck out,

Unfortunately for him

All I could think was of you, he's good but you're better.

It wasn't your fingers
It wasn't your hands
It wasn't your kisses
It wasn't your taste

It was good but you're better

Because I love you but your making me do stupid things

Things I normally don't be doing I'm doing

I know we're just friends, but you and I know that we are more then that, but also we are no more than that either

We are in a limbo
purgatory
A special kind of hellhole
And it's making me go crazy

You do what you want
I do what I want

But we both want us but that complicated so we seek others to pretend that we don't crave the other.

We are dumb

And young

This is what life is

Making mistakes for love

But it makes me wonder when will this revenge end

I can't keep doing this to me

To us

To you

When will either of us learn. I want you. You want me

But neither wants to deal with the cards that we've dealt

Our lives our messy

You and I, we become a giant hot mess

Maybe that why I love you

Because I see myself in you

That's why I let things slide

Because if it was me I would want the same treatment.

But this revenge is driving me insane

How much of this can either one of us take?
When will it end?

When will we finally let go and seek the other?

You and I both know it's only a matter of time.

I pray that life doesn't get in the way

Let this revenge end and let's us live our happily ever after. For your sake and mine.