My life story

Fallen Angel

In that hell
I'm back in it again
Fell in due to my illusions of mistrust

Have I not learn my lessons?
Why do I keep falling
Am I doom to repeat it for all my eternity?

I have nothing left to lose
So all I will do is sing my song
The one I have in my heart

And hope it leads me true
Once more
To gain what I lack
To give me my experience in this lifetime;

It wisdom that I seek

Only the wise will know what to do
But can't help but cry

Don't want my prayers to be left unheard
But it all seem to depend
On the damn timing

But it always seems to fall short. Away from me.

All my sacrifices lead me astray; further from the truth than I care to let on

Thought it was for my well-being
But here I am
All alone
Fighting my demons
with bare arms

An unfair fight
With them in the lead
What slim chance do I have
The victor clear in sight
Must turn a blind eye
Lest I fall through

Must give up my wings and learn to walk
In The Valley
Dare to ask
Can I be spared?

When will I know truth?

When will I remember?

When will I find out who I truly, really am?

Will all my questions go unheard?
Can I ever escape this living hell I'm in?

All I can ask for today is to bring my revelation true someday.