I am so sorry for being MIA. A lot of things happened. But as a promise, I will finish this no matter what, however. Thank you for waiting!
Sab
Ada was my wake-up call.
Sobrang hirap naman talaga ang magdecide on what step should I take. On what decision should I make but at the end of it all, ako lang naman talaga ang makakapagsabi of what makes me happy.
"You always look good Hon."
"And you too, Honey."
Andrew smiled at me. He was on his most handsome being since I saw him. His smile was at peace. Today, he will be receiving an award to recognize his kindness and act of philanthropy. He deserved such an award, he deserved everything good and I think that he deserves everything now but not me.
During the event, Andrew's being radiates. He was someone being looked up to. And here's where I realized he must be somewhere peaceful and warm. Somewhere perfect.
The event finished with a photo opportunity while we choose to walk around a park nearby.
"Hon, remember that I am always very proud of you."
"Would that be always?"
"Hon."
Andrew smiled sweetly.
"You know Hon, you will always take the best spot in me."
"Andrew."
"They say the good things never end, but why?"
I cried. Hindi ko na napigilan. Coming in today with this decision is the hardest of everything that came into my life. When I got pregnant and didn't know what to do, I was so devastated but at the end of the day, I still have my family. This decision, this one is the hardest for I cannot share this pain with anybody else. This one is the hardest because I am going to scar one pure soul.
"Shhhhhhh. C'mon, we don't cry when we end things that made us happy."
"I am so so-ho-rr-rry."
"I was happy to be a part of you. But damn----"
Andrew started to cry too. Gad! How can fate be this cruel to him? He was so kind, he was everything a man could be, and he was perfect.
Pareho na kaming umiiyak dalawa, and my heart gets shattered to much with this pain. How can I leave him when he was there and he was never gone? He was always present, he was always supportive. I was and always was his priority and never let me feel otherwise. And now, he was crying because it was too much for him.
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No words comes out of my mouth even though I tried so much to speak. How can I break this angel's heart? Even Andrew can't speak.
