Miya once said there was a difference between lonely and alone and right now all I felt was loneliness.
I lost Miya and James all for Ella. Ella a girl who was just using me.
What had I done?
James was my best friend, the person who always helped me find a job, a job to make money and support my Mom.
My mom, how could I have done that to her? I bought the wrong medicine on purpose just so I can spend money on alcohol.
And if it wasn't for Miya I don't know what would have happened to my Mom. The worst part is that I treated her so badly after everything she did for my Mom and sister.
She did the job I was supposed to do because I wasn't there. What was wrong with me?
She was the perfect girl and I used her abuse against her. I was supposed to protect her or atleast help her from the abuse and torture her dad gave her but I ended up doing the opposite. I made her cry and I didn't even feel bad about it.
Was I really sorry or was I just lonely and looking for friends.
I felt tears roll down my face as I cleaned the counter in the cafe.
I was crying because I was a ruthless monster. I deserved the loneliness I felt
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Finding Her
Teen FictionMax is a high schooler trying to make some extra cash at a cafe near school. Everyday a beautiful, quiet writer orders the same coffee as she types her book. Max finds himself falling for her but he doesn't even know her name. Will she ever be his...
