Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 11

A/N: Sorry for the long wait, I've been dealing with family drama and also writers block but here is the next chapter. 

Chapter 11

I woke the next day and noticed that I was in my bed alone and that even Chris wasn't here. I sighed and laid back down and called Lacy. I sighed and waited for her to pick up. When she did, I knew what was to come.

"Ryan what's wrong?" She asked.

"With everything happening I broke down and told my brother last night. I don't know what to do. He looked at me strange like it was my fault about what had happen. I'm scared about what is going to happen next," I confessed to her.

"Oh, baby it's going to be fine. Blaze finally called Em last night. He's on his way to you. I don't know if that's a good thing or bad. I know that you're scared. I know that you still love Blaze but what about this Chris that you talked with?"

I sighed and told her everything. I told her about the kiss between me and Chris. How Chris walked in on me and seen my scars on my body. I told her that I was scared because of the fact that he's out there and also that two guys I like might kill one another if they ever met and that my brother might kick me out.

When I was done telling her everything she sighed and said, "Everything will be okay I promise you. I'll talk with your parents but promise me that you'll stay put until I call back okay."

"I will, I promise," I told her.

An hour later I was still in my room, and no one seemed to want to see how I was doing. I got up and walked over to the mirror and stripped out of my shirt again and looked at myself. I picked up my other blade that was hidden and watched as I cut my wrist again. I was scared. I don't know why. Maybe it was because of the fact that I just picked up a blade after the talk with Chris.

After I cleaned myself up and bandage myself, I pulled on a long sleeve black shirt and laid back down. I pulled out my tablet and noticed that there was a fold paper with the Wi-Fi password from Kyile. I smiled a little and pulled up my Netflix's account and started to watch death note again.

12 episodes later someone knocked on my door. I slowly got up to see who it was. When I opened the door halfway, I saw that Chris was outside my door. I looked down and said, "What do you want."

"Lunch is on the table. So can you come down?" Chris asked me.

I kept my eyes low and said, "I'm not feeling hungry. I'm just going to lay down and get some rest."

I went to shut the door in his face when he stopped me and said, "What's going on? What happened?"

I didn't answer.

"Ryan please," he said again.

"I'm just tired is all. Now can I get some rest now and you can just head back down and let my brother know that I'm fine. Also let him know that mom and dad will be calling soon. And Chris whatever happened between us, I know that it was a mistake," I told him and slammed the door in his face.

I locked it and laid back down. I couldn't sleep. Spirit laid down next to me. I sighed and closed my eyes drift away to sleep.

Chris POV

Ryan slammed the door in my face. Something was off. Ever since she's told her brother what happened to her. Ever since her brother started to ignore her. She's been acting different. I walked away from her door and back downstairs with everyone.

Ghost looked up at me and said, "What happened?"

I sighed and said, "She's not hungry. I don't know. I think it's because of you Ghost. Anyways she told me to tell you that your parents will most likely call sometime today."

Ghost sighed, and I sat down. As I did so the doorbell ranged, he went to see who it was. I slowly walked out to the door and saw a girl no younger than 17 standing there in front of him. She seemed upset, worried, and scared.

"Please tell her that Emily is here to talk to her. I know she'll open up. Please Devin." She spoke.

"How do you know who I am?" He asked her.

"I know your parents. Please I need to talk to Ryan," Emily said.

Just then Ryan came running downstairs and pushed Ghost out of the way. She looked at Emily and said, "Em, what the fuck are you doing here? Do you know how long I was on the phone with the twins telling me that you disappeared and that there isn't any word on your brother yet, just him trying to follow Nick."