Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 48

A/N: Well, here is another chapter. I hope you all are enjoying this story. Thank you for reading it means a lot to me. Now on with the story.

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Ryan's POV

My brother looked at me with a shocked look on his face. I knew I just land a bomb on him. I knew he most likely didn't like what I had to say, but it was true. I do love Chris but if we keep falling into the same of routine then it's not worth it.

"Ghost, I got Ry's subway," Chris said as he walked into my hospital room.

I sighed and looked back down at my phone while I waited for someone else to start talking. When no one did, I heard someone sit down and I saw the bag from subway being placed down in front of me. When no one did, I looked back up at Chris and my brother. I knew this was going to happen, but I wasn't sure if I should say anything or not.

"So can one of you tell me what the doctor said, or do I have to go find one?" Asked Chris.

Ghost sighed and he looked at me and back at Chris and said, "Ry will be out of here after a day or two. Doctor wants to make sure that she's eating and getting some sleep. Other than that, she's fine."

Chris let out a breath and said, "That's good."

It grew quiet again. I wasn't sure how long until Blaze walked into the room and said, "Hey Red how are you doing? Did you anything?"

My brother looked over at him and said, "She ate some of the food. I told her if she finishes it that I'll have Chris bring her something from subway or someplace else. So that is what is in the bag. She still hasn't eaten that just yet."

I glared at my brother and looked over at Blaze and said, "I'll eat when I can. I'm just full of the food that the hospital gave me. Blaze, you know me and you know how I am."

Blaze sighed and said, "Okay. I glad that you ate something at least. Also Red what would you do if I asked Rylie out?"

I smiled and said, "About fucking time dude. I know you two have been sneaking around and talking to one another. So, when are you officially going to ask her?"

Blaze smiled and said, "I want to ask her once Joey is out of here, I know we're not too far from each other."

That's right. Rylie lives only an hour from me now. We used to live next to each other until everything happened with Joey's parents and uncle. I was upset that she moved but at the same time she stayed within driving range. I mean Joey's parents were buried as well as his uncle.

"That would be a good idea. I know you really like her, and I know she likes you as well. But if this ever goes to marriage you better fucking tell me beforehand because I know what type of ring that she wants and what not," I told him.

Blaze walked over to me and gave me a hug and said, "Thank you love. I'm glad that you approve of this."

I smiled and said, "It's okay love. I know you really like her and I'm glad but break her heart and we will have issues."

"I know love. I know," then Blaze whispered in my ear and said, "talk with Chris. He seems to really care about you."

I glanced a look over at Chris and saw that he was looking at his phone, but I could tell that he was trying to listen to what we were saying as well as my brother.

"Blaze, I don't know. I know I fucked everything up. I don't know what happened between us I really don't. I know that I should have talked to him about our videos. I just don't know how he'll take it when we do another video. I just don't know Blaze; I really don't know." I told him.

"Ry you know I love you and no matter what happens I'll be here for you just as you are for me. I mean we do stuff all the time for the band. If he can't get over the fact that we kind of hooked up and do videos like that, then he can go to hell. If you can get over the fact that he was all over women in America, whore, and angel eyes, so can he with our videos," Blaze told me.

I sighed and said, "That's what I told Josh and my brother. We'll see. But I'm still unsure."

Blaze pulled back from the hug and said, "It'll be fine, just take a chance."

I knew that he was right. I knew that I needed to talk to Chris about all of this bullshit, but not now when I'm in the hospital and when my nephew is in the hospital. I looked up at the celling and said, "I will but I make no promises."

Blaze laughed and I saw Chris and my brother looking up at me and over at Blaze like they missed something which they did.

"Guys I'll be right back, I need a word with Blaze here, can you both be civil enough to one another for a few minutes?" My brother asked me and then over at Chris.

I felt Chris look at me and I looked at my brother and said, "I don't see why not. I'm stuck in the hospital, and I don't feel like being pissed off right now."

"Yeah." Chris said.

Then Blaze and my brother walked out of my hospital room and left me alone with Chris. I turned back into my show, and I started to open up my subway bag to eat my sub. It grew quiet while I was watching my show. I felt eyes on me and when I looked up, Chris was looking down at his phone.

I sighed and said, "What do you want Chris?"

I looked away and heard him sigh and said, "What can I do to make things work between us? When I got back to Balz's house, you were gone. I didn't know why you left until your brother told me. I called you and then you hung up on me. Then your texted your brother that you needed him. Ryan why won't you look at me?"

I glanced over at him and said, "Chris, I told everyone that I will talk with you but not while me and Joey are in the hospital. I want to talk about this with you when we're out. I want to talk about this when we're alone."