Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 17

A/N: Sorry for the long wait. Here is the new chapter!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 17

Last time

Once everyone left it was only me and Chis in the room alone together. I glanced away from him and waited for him to say something. anything really. When he didn't i walked over to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of tea and hopped onto the counter. I knew this was going to be a long night.

Chris walked into the kitchen and walked over to me and said, "Do you have any idea how worried your brother and i was about you. You just left and i had to explain the reason why you left and that wasn't something that I wanted to do."

I sighed and said, "Chris you need to clam down because one you didn't need to tell my brorther anything and for two I'm not ready to talk about what happened because of the fact that we are not together. Just because we kissed doesn't mean I'm yours."

I hopped off from the counter and started to walk out of the room when i was pulled to his chest. He turned me around and kissed me. I kissed back and this kiss was different. It became heated. When he pulled away he kissed my neck. I tired to contain any noises that wanted to come out. When he kissed me away he bit my lips begging for entrance. When I dined, his hands went down to my butt and pinched it. When I jumped and gas he forced his tong into my mouth. I pulled back and said, "I'm sorry. That shouldn't have gone that far."

Chapter 17

The next morning, I laid in bed and remembered what happened yesterday. I wished that I could just go home. But the tour would be starting soon. I knew when would be with their band and the tenson between me and Chris was only fuel to the fire. Blaze walked in and held me. I knew we agreed to be just friends, but I don't know why I can't be who I want to be with.

The weeks flew by and Devin and I were out getting some food for the house when my mom called me.

"They found him. Shot both of them. You're safe now. You can come home. " She told me.

I looked at Devin after we talked and i said, "I'm going home. I'll see you soon."

A month went by, and I talked with Devin and he told me that Chris is writing new music and they cannot wait for warp tour because I would be there. The twins were happy for me because I've been writing but nothing good enough to be recorded and warp is in ten days. I sighed and looked at Em and she looked at me and said, "Its my fault that you and him are not together."

I looked at her and said, "I don't know. I know it wasn't because of you. I think it was me. I messed up Emily and your brother tried talking with him, but nothing worked. I'm just a girl and he is famous, and I'll be at the bottom. I know if Alex, Ava and Nick were out of the picture and i was with your brother long ago none of this mess would happen. I'm just glad no one got hurt."

The band was over for the night because tomorrow is the start of warp, at least for the bands. We would be leaving early in the morning for the first stop. I sighed when I noticed that Chris was calling.

"Hello." I said to him for the first time in a month.

"Ry are you going to be okay with us on this tour." He asked me.

"I'm fine. Just shaken up. I know I we need to talk but I don't know what you want but I do know that I'm not another girl for you to mess with."

"That's not what I want. I want you Ryan. I love you. Please tell me you want to try us." He said.

"I dont know. Ghost and I still have lots to talk about and you're one of them." I told him.

Chris POV

It's been a month since I kissed her. A month since I held her in my arms. A month since I was able to talk to her. Today I called her to see if we were okay. If she was okay with us being on the road together. If she was okay with being close to me.

When she left the next day, I was total mess. I didn't want to talk to anyone, but Ghost got me to talk with him. I told him everything that happened between us. I never once told him about the blades she has or the fact that I almost slept with her. I just told him how I felt about her. She's the first girl to confuse me as I don't know how to go about this so-called relationship.

Today would change. I would get to see her today. I hope its not the same shy scared girl that kept everything hidden. Hopefully I can talk with her without Ghost or that so called Blaze. Blaze, the one guy I didn't know how to respond to him and her relationship. I wasn't sure if they were together.

When Rye was still her for the last week, I went to talk with her and every time I did, Blaze was in her room with her. They were curled up in bed watching a show. She wouldn't talk to me or even look at me. I knew she wasn't 21 yet but I wanted to talk with her and see what she wanted to do about us, but I wasn't able to because the next day she was gone.

"Chris are you okay? "Called Ghost.

I looked at him and said, "Yeah. I guess. She said she needed to talk to you and I know you want to talk with her."

He smiled and said, "In the middle of tour, my parents are planning on see us. They want to talk with me but not while I'm on the road. They are going to see us and talk with me and Rye. I guess she's been sing and working on music. But I'm worried about what cover songs she'll be doing. I know she plans on doing Angel eyes, and some other stuff. "

"Angel eyes. I forgotten I did that song with Ash." I spoke.

I wonder how well she'll be able to do this song. Ash and I had a thing going on while we were recording that song. Hmm I wonder what this tour is going to bring.