Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 34

A/N: Hi everyone. I can't believe that its already December already and my birthday is coming up soon. Ugh where did the year go already. Anyways as always thank you all for reading this story. It really does mean a lot to me that everyone has been reading this lovely creation of work of mine. I do in fact have some originals up if anyone wants to take a look at them, please do. Anyways on with the story.

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Chapter 34

Ghost POV

Ry. My sweet trouble loving little sister never told me what happened to her that made her go to her ex's arms. When I found out from Rylie and what my sister told me. I was pissed. I was beyond pissed at them for not telling me. I should have known that something was wrong. I mean Cody, and them said they would come see me once I made it big. When they never showed up, I thought they just forgot about me.

"Ghost, you need to talk with your sister." Said Chris.

I knew he was right. I love my best friend who was like a brother to me. I mean, I trusted him with my sister. I know they feel something for one another, but lately me and Chris have been arguing. It was the same thing over and over again. I knew I needed to talk to her. I just couldn't stand to be near her right now.

I looked away from him when my phone ranged. I knew who was calling me.

"What do you want." I said very coldly to her.

I could tell that she was about to cry but she held back a sob when she said, "we really need to talk. Please. I need to tell you the truth, in person and not within the touring areas. Let's go get coffee or-"

"Ry, I really don't want to hear it. I really don't." I told her.

I knew I was holding this against her. I was still upset with her about not telling me about them, about the fact that Cody asked her to marry him. I knew he was going to do it, but I was never told that he did.

"But I need to tell you the truth. Just hear me out. I'll be at the dinner down the road from here. Meet me there at 10am. If you don't show up, I'll just leave my band and go back home. I'll even break it off with Chris because I can't stand that you both are arguing about me. I'll even tell mom and dad to not talk about me when you come home and I'll be out of your life if you don't show it. I promise. I'll just disapper and you don't have to worry about me ever again." Ry said.

I didn't say anything. I couldn't bring myself to say anything to her. She hung up on me. I laid back down and just drift off to sleep.

"Ghost what the fuck do you think you're doing?" Yelled Chris.

I woke and noticed that it was 11am. I knew I missed the meeting with my sister but I didn't believe that she would just up and leave. She loves her band to much.

I looked at Chris with a blank look and said, "What's wrong?"

He was pissed when he told me that Ry up and left. That Blaze was livid with me and that I might have lost my sister for good this time. I picked up my phone and tired to call her. She never picked up.

"Ghost what the hell are you going to do?" Asked Chris.

I didn't know. I looked at my phone and saw my mother calling me. I answered the call but before I could talk, she yelled at me.

"Devin what the hell. Do you have any idea how hard it was for your sister when you left, when Cody passed away. How she was abused by her ex. Do you have any idea what she's been though, I get it she never ran to her big brother to tell him everything. But she did try to call you. Hell, even I did. But you never picked up. At least she talked with Chris. I'm not blind I know something is going on between the two of them. Now what the hell are you going to do." Yelled my mother.

I sighed and said, "When tour is over. I'll come home and talk with her. I try and get her to talk to me and I'll talk with her."

My mother sighed and said, "I don't think it will work this time. But at least you can try. Listen, you sister has a lot of things she kept from all of us. When she lost Cody, it was like part of her wanted to die. When she was with her ex, I was worried that she would try and kill herself. I was thankful that Blaze stopped her. But son you need to understand that she loves her friends and family, and she would do anything to protect them, that even means leaving them. I think your friend Chris is probably upset right now. Tell him he can call me. Maybe I'll try and talk to your sister into talking with him."

We hung up and I looked at Chris and said, "I'm sorry. I just couldn't process the fact that the one person who loved my sister is dead. I know you love her Chris. I'm sorry that I fucked up."

"You did. Listen we'll work on us being friends again, but when it comes to your sister, I love her. I never wanted her to feel like I was hurting her or you. We argued to the point that the fans took it out on her."

"I know. Let's get back to being friends." I told him.

Ry's POV

It's been a month since I've seen the band. I stayed at home and cried. I shut myself away in my room. I glanced at my phone and saw that Chris and my band were texting me every day. I couldn't bring myself to answer. I knew tour would be ending soon. I drew in a deep breath and looked around my room.

"Ry can I come in?" Asked my mother.

"Yeah, you can come in." I told her.

She walked into my room and sat on my bed and said, "Your brother and his friend Chris is coming home from tour tomorrow. I know what you told your brother. But you need to be here so that you both can talk. He's hurting because his little sister never talk him about Cody and your friends. I know you were hurting but you needed to tell him."

I knew she was right. I sighed and said, "I've tried to tell him. I tried calling him."

"I know baby girl. So what happened between you and Chris? Why did you leave without telling him anything. "She asked me.

I told her everything. I told her about when I first met him and all the way up when I left. I told her that I loved him and at the same time I felt like I was betraying Cody. I told her how I felt and how I was hurting on the inside. How I felt like I was being stabbed when I walked away from him and left him at the dinner. I knew in my heart that I love him.