Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 43

A/N: Sorry I must have hit the wrong button when I published this chapter. Anyways here is another Chapter to this lovely story. Please read chapter 42 before reading this one. I hope you all enjoy it. Now on with the story.

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Ry's POV

Ryan Ashley brough in the food. I smiled as I watched how my brother and Chris would sit and talk with one another. It was fun. I loved watching how happy my brother was with his friends. I sighed and quietly walked away from them and back to the room I was staying in for a while. I pulled the covers down and just laid down and took my phone out and pressed shuffle on my play list and listed as three days grace fallen angel started to play.

I had my eyes closed when I felt the bed dip. I didn't know who walked in between Chris and my brother. I opened my eyes and watched as Chris was watching me. I could tell that he wasn't too happy about something, so I smiled and said, "What's wrong?"

He laid down next to me and pulled me to him and said, "Did you have to make that video with him?"

I laughed and said, "Jealous that it wasn't you?"

He kissed me and I kissed back. I love kissing him. All too soon Chris was on top of me kissing me hard and sighed let out a noise. He pulled back and said, "What if I was? That doesn't help that I had to watch that video with my girlfriend getting half-dressed and undressed with another guy."

I kissed him and said, "If it makes you feel better his girlfriend didn't like it at all. Besides the whole time we made the video I was thinking about what you. Blaze and I had agreed on somethings. If you're going to get jealous of my past maybe we should sto-"

Before I could finish what, I was going to say Chris kissed me and I melted into the kiss. I felt him move his lips down my neck to my collarbone and down. He groaned when he realized that I was in a t-shirt that was button up. He shifted his body, and I accommodated to him, and he moved his hands and started to unbutton my shirt when he was just above my breast he smiled down and said, "Not going to stop me?"

I smiled and said, "Mehm."

He kissed me as he unbuttoned the rest of my shirt. I sat up and shook my shirt off. He reached out and unhooked my bra and that went flying to the floor and I was back on the bed with Chris over me kissing my neck and down to my breast. His mouth latched onto my nipple while his other hand was playing with my left side.

I moaned at his touch. All to soon he was making his way down my body to the top of my shorts. I felt him lean back and pulled my shorts of from me. When they were off, he laid on top of me. We started to kiss again when his hands were about to drift down to the top of my underwear there was a knock on the door.

He groaned and pulled back and said, "What?"

I giggled because I knew he hated it when we were interrupted back on tour. I sat back and stretched as my brother said, "I want to talk with my sister about that fucking video she did."

"Ghost we're kind of busy right now," Chris said.

I leaned forward and pulled his shirt out from his jeans and pulled it up and off from him. I smiled and pushed him off from me and pulled his shirt on me and my brother said, "Really man. You can't wait any longer?"

I went and laid down next to Chris and pulled the blankets up to my waist and said, "You can come in."

Chris sighed and got up and walked to the closet in the room and pulled out another shirt as my brother walked into the room and said, "I don't want to know what was about to happen in here."

I laughed as Chris sat on the bed and glared at me when I said, "Someone was a little jealous of me and the video Blaze and I made way before we toured, and before Chris and I became a thing."

Devin looked at me and said, "Really now. Why didn't I know anything about it?"

I smiled and said, "You haven't seen all of our videos. Trust me that was a little better."

"What other videos?" Chris asked sounding a little upset maybe even a little mad.

I sighed and said, "We made some videos. These videos were done way before I came to stay here with both of you. If you want to be jealous of my past Chris, then I think we should stop what is going on right now."

Devin sighed and said, "How bad can they be? I mean I know you had videos out there because I saw a few of them."

I sighed and sat up and pulled my phone off from the side table and looked for one video that I liked the most. I looked at them and said, "We did Whore, and we did rebel love song. I think we also acted out scene from a book that Emily was reading."

I got up and handed my phone to my brother as I grabbed my shorts and put them on. I walked out of the room and out of the house and sat down on the porch and waited to see how bad this would turn into. I know they would be watching all of my videos now which was fine. I didn't have anything to hide anyways so what did it matter.

"Hey little Ghost how are you holding up?" Josh asked me as he handed me a bottle of water.

I smiled and said, "Depends on how the other two are going to react when they watch some videos that me and my band did for fun."

He sighed and said, "Not goanna lie, but I watched a few and it looks like you and Blaze had more going on with one another."

I laughed and said, "Well they were made before Chris, and I got together. I love my band. If I can get over the fact that he was in angel eyes and in whore, he can get over the fact that I have some videos that are similar if not worse."

"I'm not sure. What he sees is his and his alone regardless of what anyone thinks." Josh told me.

I knew it was true. I sighed and said, "I know. I guess I need to get used to the fact that no matter what I say will change."

"I don't know about that. But I saw the way he looks at you and know that he cares for you deeply. I don't know how far your relationship will go but know that right now you are his until you both end it." Josh said.

"I know that. It's just sometimes we're fine and when shit from my past comes up it fucks everything up." I told him.

Josh hugged me and said, "Chin up. You two haven't seen each other in a while, don't let those videos ruin what you two have right now or define anything. Just try and talk it out."

With that being said Josh walked back inside and I stayed outside. After a while heard the front door open and close twice. I knew that Chris and my brother left me alone with Josh. I walked back inside and up to the room I was in. I looked around and saw my phone on the bed with a note.

Ryan Rose,

I'm sorry.

-Chris.