Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 25

A/N: Hello everyone. Here is another chapter. I hope you are enjoying this. If you have any questions, go ahead and message me. Thank you for reading and voting on this story it means a lot to me. Now on with the new chapter.

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Chapter 25

Ry's Pov

I woke up to someone kissing me. I smiled and curled right up to the warmth that I felt coming from the body next to me. I rested my head on his chest and listen to the beating of his heart as my hand lightly traced his tattoo on his arms. It was nice and peaceful, and I knew that this peace would end soon because of the fact that we had to get up and listen to everyone talk, meet up with our fans and preform. I sighed.

"What's wrong Ry." Chris asked me.

I looked up at him and said, "can we just stay in bed for the rest of the day. You and me so that we can just talk about us and go from there. I don't want to face everyone."

Chris rolled us over so I was on my back and kissed me and said, "that would be nice. But we already discussed that your mine and I'm yours when you told me to admit that I was jealous of you and Blaze and that's what I did. Now I want you to be mine until we both don't want one another."

I smiled and leaned up and kissed him and said, "I want that. I guess we have to get up now."

Chris smiled and said, "not just yet."

He kissed me and I kissed back. Soon the kiss became more demanding. He licked my lips and begged for entrance which I denied. He bit my lip and I gasp, and he slid his tongue inside my mouth and explored. I moaned at the feel of him. I felt my leg's part and he slid in between them.

He kissed down to my collarbone. I moaned. My hands ran in his hair, and he groaned at the feel on my hands. I felt my panties getting wet from him kissing and suck my neck.

Bang. Bang.

Chris groans and said, " fuck. Why does everyone have to interrupt us."

I laughed and said, "well for one we're at our next stop and two we need to get ready for the day and three we have a job to do."

Chris kissed me and I kissed back, and I felt his hands roam my body. I sighed and when I went to stay something he bit my lip and slid his tongue back into my mouth. I moaned. His hands reached the top of my pajamas bottoms and slipped inside. I felt his fingers on my thigh, and he pulled back and looked at me and said, "fuck your wet love."

I pulled him down and kissed him hardener and then the banging on by door grew louder. I sighed and said, "what do you dumb assholes want?"

I heard laughing and Blaze said, "no sex on the bus. I trust Red but lover boy on the other hand I don't trust."

I laughed and Chris looked at me and said, "why doesn't he trust me?"

I looked at him and said, "because you're my boyfriend now and he doesn't trust people easily. He loves me even though we're just friends, but he and I agreed that if I don't find someone to marry by the age of 35 that he'll marry me."

Chris looked upset when I said that because he looked at me and said, "what if I don't want to get married or have kids?"

What he said hurt me. Not in a way that it should because I do want kids one day. I get this world is messed up. I mean a month after Devin left; I lost my three best friends. I never told my brother about them. They went to see my brother, and I was home sick when it happened, and I think it was the reason why I found myself in my ex-boyfriends' arms.

"Ry what aren't you telling me." Chris asked me.

I sighed and said, "it's nothing. Anyways we really need to get up and get ready for today."

Chris got up and I soon followed. I unlocked the door and Blaze looked at me and said, "You, okay?"

I nodded my head and said, "I'm fine. I just need some fresh air."

I walked past Blaze and off the bus and I just pulled out my phone and called Rylie. Rylie was the little sister of one of my friends and she has been keeping me updated on her life. She told me because her big sister is gone that I'm the closest thing to a sister she has left.

"Hey Rylie, how have you been?" I asked her.

"Ry it's so good to hear from you. I miss you so much. Little Joe is being so good. He misses his auntie. I hope you're doing okay. I heard about what happened with your ex." Rylie told me.

I took a deep breath in and said, "I miss you guys to. I wish I could see you guys but I'm on tour right now. But when we're close to where you live, I'll get you tickets so you can come see me. I love you guys. I just miss them. I miss them so much. I should have tried to stop them."

"Ry listen to me. It wasn't your fault. They wanted to go so that concert and you wanted to go so badly. You were sick. Hell, it was the only concert that your brother was in, and they wanted to go see him with you. When we never go that call, we knew something was wrong and then my mom called your parents, and everything went dark." Rylie told me.

I let the tears fall and said, "I know but I can't help the fact that I should have tried harder."

"I know Ry. Me to." Rylie said.

"Auntie is that Auntie Ry on the phone. Can I speak with her please?" Asked a little 9-year-old boy.

"Of course, you can baby. She misses you so much." Rylie said.

The phone was passed over to Joe said. "Auntie Ry I miss you so much. Guess what? I get to sing in the school play, and I got the leading part like you and mommy and daddy used to. Are you proud of me?"

I laughed and I noticed that the doors to the bus opened up. I didn't see who came out because I was facing the other way and I said, "I'm so proud of you buddy. I hope you do a wonderful job. I'm so sorry that I haven't been about to see you but once this tour is over with, I'll come see you as soon as I can. I love you so much."

"Do you love me more than Uncle Cody?" Joe asked me.

That broke my heart because I knew in a way, I was betraying him and them all at once. I drew in a deep breath and said, "I'll always love Uncle Cody, your mommy and daddy. But I found someone else. I want you and your Auntie to meet him when I'm in your area okay."