Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 39

A/N: Hey everyone I found a way to update my stories for the time being until I get my computer fix. It's going to suck by doing this but oh well please just bear with me. Thank you for reading and now on with the story.

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Chapter 39

Ry's POV

Chris and Ghost left two hours ago after Chris and i talked. It was a good talk and I know that he does love me more than I thought he did. I looked at the time and noticed that Blaze was later getting her. I knew he would be. I'm glad that he found someone to love but did it have to be my sister. I knew they would like one another and I'm glad but at the same time I was getting upset that everyone is able to move on when at times I felt trapped in the past.

"Red are you still here?" Blaze yelled as he opened the door to my parents house.

"In the living room Blaze." I yelled back at him as I turned the tv off.

Blaze sat down and waited for one of us to start. I looked into his eyes and sighed and said, "I know you love her. Rylie. I never meet anyone who didn't fall for her once they had seen her."

Blaze sighed and said, "I love her and I don't want to break the pack, maybe mend it to where we try-"

"Blaze lets break the pack and make a new one. If we both end up alone at any point in time, the we get together. For now we'll be free of each other and remain as friends and nothing more. I need someone that I can trust if things go south between me and Chris," I told him.

Blaze took my hand and said, "I agree. But if things don't work out between you and Chris, you wait for me or find someone new to love."

I nodded my head and said, "The same goes for you. So we agree on this?"

Blaze nodded his head and said, "I'm sorry that we couldn't be with one another."

I laughed and said, "You were there for me when I lost faith in myself and in my family. I know Devin a.k.a Ghost is starting to trust you a little more. I noticed that you two talked."

Blaze laughed and said, "We talk about you more than anyone else. He loves you and yes we talked about your boyfriend who you would have married if he had not died. Chris didn't like to hear about him. Ghost explained about how you were so in love. Yet I was the last one to find out about them and I want to know why. Why didn't you tell me about him."

I knew Blaze wanted to know. I sighed and said, "When I met my ex, I wanted to forget about who I was going to marry because he was dead. I wanted to be with him that it hurt. That night when I met you and my ex, I wanted to die. I didn't want to live until my ex did those awful things to me. I never told you because it still hurt to much. I was hurting because my brother wanted nothing to do with me or so I thought. Then I was grieving for them, I would have been in that car if I wasn't so sick that night. Then the things that my ex did to me and the loss of my baby. It hurt. You were there for me more than my own brother was. I told you what I could and the rest I kept it to myself. I wasn't sure if I could ever love again until I met Chris."

Blaze was quiet the whole time I told him everything that ever happened to me before and after I met him. I knew now that I could have trusted him with everything. I wanted him to keep my secrets until I felt that I could trust the rest of the band with everything. They know a little what happened but not the full story. Maybe it was time that I sat down and tell them everything that happened and if they could trust me as much as I am starting to trust them.

"Blaze can you help me talk with everyone in the band about the whole truth of my past. I'm scared of doing it myself." I told him.

Blaze hugged me to him and said, "You can trust me with anything and everything Ry. I'll always be here for you with our pack or not. You're my favorite girl besides Rylie and my sister."

I hugged him back and we left go of one another as the front door opened and my parents were home along with Chris and Ghost. Chris didn't look too happy to see Blaze's arms around me. Blaze laughed and said, "He is so jealous of me being around you. Lucky he doesn't know our full story."

I smiled and eblwed him in the side and said, "You can play nice with my brother but not someone who I love?"

Blaze laughed as he went to greet my mom and dad. They were shocked to see me laughing around Blaze and with Ghost being in the room with me. Chris glared at Blaze as he walked over to me and hugged me and kissed my cheek and said, "How did the talk go with Blaze?"

I pulled Chris outside to the garden and we sat down on the swing and I sighed. I didn't know if I should tell him everything or not. I sighed and said, "It was good. He wants to be with Rylie and we talked. We agreed that the pack stays in place. We agreed on to keep the pack if we both break up with the person we love then it would be our turn. Chris please understand that Blaze and I have history and I don't want to lose him as a friend. I love you and I'm staying with you-"

Before I could finish saying my words Chris pulled me onto his lap and kissed me. I kissed back and wrapped my hands around his neck and deepen the kiss until I heard the back door open.

"Sis, Chris, mom and dad are looking for you two. Mom is starting dinner and Dad wants to talk with me, Blaze and Chris by ourselves without you sis." Ghost said.

I pulled away from Chris and nodded my head and said, "Then go. I'll be out here enjoying some fresh air."