Ryan Rose 'Spirit' Sola

Chapter 32

A/N: Hello everyone, here is a new chapter. I hope you are loving this story just as much as I am. On with the story.

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Chapter 32

Ry's POV

Waking up in the morning, I felt so much better. I felt so warm and safe. Rolling over I came face to face with Chris. I watched him sleep. He was sound asleep so peacefully that nothing in the world could touch him. I lightly traced his face and stopped just as my hand touched his mouth. He took out his lip rings in the middle of the night. I've never seen him without them before. I sighed and put my hand down under my head and closed my eyes. I wanted the quiet to last a little longer since the bomb was dropped.

"You, okay?" Came Chris's morning voice.

I knew he just woke up and he already could tell that I was awake. I opened my eyes and looked right into him. I felt safe in the quietness of the room on the bus. I felt Chris pull me closer to him and he started to rub soothing circles on my lower back.

"To be honest, I'm not sure. I don't know what to feel. I never wanted that information to get out. What happened was before my ex. Hell I think Devin knew something was up. Anyways I know I need to talk to Blaze and my brother. I just don't know if I can. This is something I buried away deep in my heart." I told him.

"So, you weren't ever going to tell me that you almost been married if -" Chris started to say until I placed my hand over his mouth.

"I wasn't sure how this was going to play out at first. If we were normal people dating one another, I would have told you about it right away. My life was fucked up once Devin left. They helped me. I know what I feel now Chris. I know who I want to be with gradeless of what I dreamed of having because people change just as well as dreams. " I said.

I told him the truth and now it was his turn to say something anything. When he pulled me closer so that our faces were only a breath apart, he said, "I love you Ry. I won't just toss you away. But you do need to talk with your brother and then Blaze, but until that happens you need to sleep and let the world wake up a little more."

Then he kissed me. I felt safe in his arms. I kissed him back as hard as he was kissing me. I felt his hands go under my shirt. I moaned at the feel of his hands on my skin. I felt us shift on the bed to where he was hovering over me, and my legs wrapped around his waist. I felt his kisses going down my neck to the top of my shirt. We haven't had sex yet only make out sessions that seemed to be heated at times. I felt my shirt come off from and he was kissing down to my breast. I moaned again until there was a loud bang on the door.

I sighed as Chris groaned and said, "Why is it every time we get started, they have to bang on the door."

I giggled and said, "Maybe they don't want to hear us go at it. I'm kind of glade they banged on the door. I don't want to have them hear us when we do."

I saw his eyes flashed to from wanting and he smiled, and said, "When we do get the chance to do this, I'll have you all to myself and you won't be able to walk for a week."

I laughed because I knew he was right. I heard rumors about how Chris could be with his girlfriends, but it didn't make me feel any better knowing he had a past with beautiful women. Hell, some of the fans think that he and Ash were together before or shortly after Angel eyes. I've watched that video, but I could never tell if it was acting or not. They never said anything about it.

"Ry what's wrong?" Chris asked me.

I sighed and looked at him and said, "Nothing. Just tired. I guess we should get up and see when the next stop should be at."

Chris smiled and kissed me one last time and got up to go change his clothes. I stayed in bed and just closed my eyes and tried to shake all the images away from my eyes. I sighed again and got up. I looked though my clothes and found my Hollywood undead shirt and my black pants. I looked for a sweatshirt and found my Linkin Park one. Yet this one wasn't mine; it was the one I stole from Cody years ago. When we first started dating. I changed and pulled the sweatshirt on and just hugged it around myself. This sweatshirt was the only one that I had left.

I took a deep breath and walked out of the room and into the living area of the bus and Lacy looked up at me and said, "Baby girl, are you okay?"

I hugged her and nodded my head. Blaze walked over and sat down next to me and said, "I didn't know about them and I'm sorry lover."

I giggled at the nickname and said, "Guys, I'm fine. I just don't want to talk about them right now. I know I need to be honest with you all about them, but I need to talk with my brother first."

Chris walked out and smiled at me. I knew he didn't like the nickname that Blaze gave me but he knew that Blaze would never act on his feelings if I was with someone else and that goes for me as well.

"So, when do you think you and phantom boy will be talking again?" Blaze asked getting a little annoyed with my brother and how he acted the other day.

"I'm not sure. But listen, this is between me and my brother. I don't want any of you locking us on the bus. You've done that already with me and Chris." I told them.

"Red that was Len and Rin's idea," said Blaze.

Chris laughed and said, "It worked, didn't it?"

I glared at them and said, "Just because it worked out for us doesn't mean it'll work with me and my brother."