Unexpected Blessings ✅

Chapter 38

The truth was Win was really super excited for today's doctor appointment, specially to see how his baby is doing inside his mommy's tummy. He woke up as early as 5:30am, while passing time, he did some revision, watch Bright sleeping face, then went for a shower, after that he made breakfast for his lover's and get dressed finally wearing his best formal clothes he had. All along, he tried to be as quiet as possible knowing Bright was still sleeping in his bedroom, then need to go to work later too, he very much needed a good sleep not to feel easily tired and exhausted before the day ends. After preparing breakfast, Win waited for Bright to wake up on his own but, now he just swallowed hard, hearing Bright words. Win softly muttered "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to.... ". Bright gave a look of confusion, the same Apologize he shook his head and question "Win, can you explain me for once Why do you always keep apologize to me?, I seriously don't understand what you've done to say Sorry!". Win bit his lip then softly muttered "Bright... it just .....I feel bad..... This wasn't planned pregnancy for us.......I didn't know if you really only want me because we are having a baby together,  it does happened due to my carelessness.... I just don't know how you'll react if I tell you how....... excited I'm for our baby to come into this world or happy I am because I have you in my life and we are having a baby together.... I didn't want you to get angry or upset at me for taking away your fun filled life and adventurous life from you and giving you all kind of suffering from morning sickness to exhaustion".

Bright open his mouth in disbelief after hearing Win thoughts, he stayed silent looking at Win with no emotions, as he started thinking how Win was thinking all this time. He was really shock though, then he question in amused tone after a moment "Do .....you think I'll get angry or upset with you if I hear how happy you're for our baby ...or how much you're excited for our baby to come into this world?". Win nods his head, he replied truthfully "I don't know...It was my fault you have to go through all these suffering. Everything is changing and I know you really didn't wanted someone like me or baby in your life, especially baby from me".  Bright sigh hard he was so stupid and as much as he think Win was smart, the brat is equally dumb and clueless when it comes to dating and relationship, but Bright cannot blame Win, Since he knew Win really never had one before, he never really saw the relationship two partner share with each other. He also understand since Win grew up with a single parent and he hardly get to witness his mother and stepdad relationship as a partner. Bright stated patting the space next to him on bed "Come here, baby",

Win timidly walk closer and sat beside Bright on the bed, resting his back at the headboard. Bright grabs Win's one hand in his and intertwined their fingers, then he placed his other hand on his tummy saying "Win, this ... isn't your fault alone. I know ..It wasn't a planned pregnancy, but I'm not unhappy with it, okay? Infact I'm very happy with you, happy to have you as my boyfriend and you're all mine. Frankly... If this wasn't what I wanted, I wouldn't have chosen to be with you. And I would never get upset or angry with you because baby happened between us and I could never be angry or hateful towards the baby either if you love him or her either. So Please stop thinking those kinds of thoughts. I'm really very very happy to be with You,".  Bright was now finally able to understand why Win had always seemed so hesitant and apologetic when it comes to baby or if it's about his health and suffering pregnancy hormones. Win didn't regret it though but he knew how Bright was adamant and wanted to cut him off from his life, plus he also knew Bright never wish to have someone like him as his partner, Even though Bright has ask him that he can show his love and affection to their baby,  he was still scared to make Bright upset or angry in any way, he didn't really knew how Bright would actually react if he express his happiness and excitement. Since the beginning he had been holding back a lot from the start of their relation.

But Bright wanted to change from this point onward. He wanted to know how excited Win is for their baby. He already knows how much Win is devoted to him and their baby. He wanted Win to forget all of his anxiety about their relation. Win ask Bright in hopeful voice "So you're really happy, to be with me and having my baby?". Bright giggle, Oh Fuck sake, they're having continuous se.x for a week now, how can he answered that, Bright immediately climb up on Win lap causing Win to quickly held his lover's hips securingly Bright then answered after giving a quick peck to Win lips "More than okay, my silly baby boy. I'm not the type to date someone so easily and have se.x carelessly, You know!". Win nuzzles his nose in Bright's neck and softly chukle teasing "Really, Tell me more about it, then I really have no idea about this quality of yours". Bright pulled back himself and slapped Win shoulder playfully in response, then grumble "Now you're being a brat again, Forget about that one night in the bar I was drunk and horny plus You were looking tempting.... Anyway Just remember I'm very happy that you'rey boyfriend and I'm carrying little Win inside me". Win pressed his lips on Bright's cheek asking "So from now on, I can talk to you about the baby, freely anytime I want?" Bright rolled his eyes "Of course. I want to hear all your thoughts about our baby". Win suddenly states "You know currently our baby is the size of a lemon. I looked it up earlier on internet. If I'm remember your last appointment, you'll be starting your second trimester, second week from today that is we are fifteen week pregnant now".

Bright raised his eyebrows as he look amused with the information his boyfriend just disclose, Okay.... Control!!! Bright You cannot be jealous of your own baby.....  He question sounded surprised then breath out sounding calm "Really? Our baby is going to be growing pretty fast now, huh?". After saying Bright wrapped his arms around Win neck, pressing his nak.ed body on fully dressed up Win making Win moaned into his neck "Mhm... I can't wait to hold him in my arms".  Bright chukled as he couldn't stop himself stating "I think you should, worry about the hot and sexy person who is in your arms right now".

Win strong feelings for others being were scary and hard for Bright to handle. He never knew he'd be a damn jealous person, because he never had someone like Win before in his life, whom he want to keep close, just for himself, even though he's not yet ready for big and real commitment with Win. Bright had always been a hell bend practical person, but during the rare times like this and especially when his feelings get involved, he began to struggle to make decisions or have confidence in himself, that Win will stay with him for long, not to forget Win is almost a decade younger to him, meaning Bright is also aging, he'll get old before Win, how long he would be able to hold Win without having real commitment. One time he feels unsure about his future with Win and other time he's so dependent on the guy that it's hurt. Usually in other circumstances Bright force himself to stay strong, and lead on his own but this time everything become so different having Win in his life. They were going to have a baby together in about next 6 months. Bright soon have to focus on the details around raising the child, but now he need to evaluate his feelings for Win. They both were already attached to their baby and they both is going to give all the love and care. Win still want to raise the baby together. And Bright somewhat knew that about his own feelings getting stronger towards Win, but to some extent Win feelings were still fairly unknown to him, just like Win barges into his life out of nowhere and they both get tangled to each other only because of pregnancy, he did pretty much same to Win as well. Bright didn't want Win to love the baby out of obligation. He didn't want Win to love him out of obligation either. Though Win had said that he cared about them, like him alot and Bright too started to like Win but he couldn't help and feel scared to express his feelings to Win. All he could do right now was to continue watching Win and try to slowly place his trust and his future in his boyfriend's hand as he let Win continued to earn it along the way. It won't be a hard task for him to wait just a little bit more before he take his final decision.

After shower, Bright stand in front of the mirror, looking at his nak.ed reflection. Since Win told him that he'll be in his second trimester meaning soon he'll started showing up, Plus he'll be start having stretch marks around his tummy and waist, maybe on his hips too, he won't be able to wear revealing clothes, everyone would come to know about his pregnancy. Bright bite his lips, thinking about his mom, Uma, his parents call him every week and each time he contemplate to tell them but in the end chickened out. He really don't know how to brooch the topic. He doesn't know How to tell your parents that you got knocked out by a young stranger in a bar.

Bright breath out and look himself once again, thinking he should buy some baggy clothes to wear from now. He wasn't particularly skinny, he was having a right amount of weight. He was endowed with perfect curves in the right places. He had a right size of butt and perfect size of breasts, which has already gotten little bigger than before half due to  pregnancy hormones and rest because of his boyfriend massage. Bright felt proud his melons always make Win go crazy all the damn time. Though Win tells him all the time that he's  so beautiful and sexy but what if he doesn't like him after few months, when he'll look like a baby elephant. Bright shake his depressing thoughts and decided to just get dressed and get ready for his doctor appointment. As he walk out, Win was already waiting for him in kitchen sitting at the table for two. Bright's nostril hit with the delicious aroma of delicious breakfast, as soon as Bright stepped inside the kitchen Win noticed his lover's presence behind him, he quickly gets up and walk closer to Bright. Win blue shirt sleeves were already rolled up and the boy couldn't help but smile adoringly at his beautiful pregnant lover. Win grabs Bright's hand and softly muttered "You look gorgeous, babe".

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