All Of Your Sides

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Dan POV - 📚📚📚 :

All night, Dan tried to explain to Porchay the situation, and although Porchay looked confused, he seemed less scared.

"Could P'Kim...be healed?"

Dan frowned, and he pulled the blanket over Porchay's shoulders, who had dark circles under his pretty eyes.

"M...Maybe? He can be stabilized I think...I guess if he can be himself sincerely, he won't need us anymore. Remember ? We are a response to his needs. If he doesn't needs us anymore, we have no reason to exist."

Porchay yawned, he was really tired but already the sun was up and he had to deal with the kids this morning too.
Dan looked at his watch, the young man couldn't rest now, what a shame.

"I'm sorry, I took up your whole night."

"Oh, no, I was the one who asked..." muttered Porchay with a heavy sigh.

A rooster crowed and already the village chief, who liked to be called the mayor, began to survey his little village.
He came towards them :

"Oh Professor Chay, hello...I guess...This is your friend from the program? Nice. Please, feel free to rest, I heard you just arrived yesterday! Our children will be happy to see you."

Dan introduced himself respectfully, he was always well mannered and had good manners with older people too.
Porchay was nervous, he didn't really know how to react...So he didn't do anything.
He was already trying to figure out his owns feelings...Now he had to deal with P'Kim's broken brain.

"I have to go and take my shower...Wait for me here... Please."

Porchay left the small wooden cabin and Dan was left alone for a moment.
It was hard to imagine that the person you are...was only a creation of a tortured brain.
Kimhan had needed Dan, when for the first time he had to face the real world.
Moonshine and Sunshine, the twins, although they weren't really the same age, Kim's brain had created them at the same time.
Sun was dealing with trauma related to his mom's death...While Moon was the violent response to the pain.

"We are tied to emotions."

Later that day, when Porchay had to fetch water from a lake, he invited Dan to come walk with him.

"P'Kim's emotions?"

"I..Well, I am Kim's calm, serious...sense of responsibility. This kind of emotions apply to me."

Chay blinked quickly before smiling tiredly.
The lake was quite far from the village, so they had to walk quickly.

"I wonder...is P'Moonshine some kind of madness....?"

"Something like that.." Dan replied with a smile. "He's here for the pain, the revenge, the anger....He often punishes Sun, when he goes out for too long."

Porchay frowned, and his gaze fell on the man's wrist.
He understood... The cuts were a punishment.
Kimhan had found a terrible way to punish himself...and Porchay hated it.

"It's awful..."

"Hm. Sunshine is all about joy, games and kindness. Love, the singer, he is... the love he has for you that he never dared to confess."

Porchay stopped walking for a moment, his eyes widened.
LoveDie...said he was in love with Porchay.
Right. But Love was simply...born to love Porchay ?
How strange...
The young man blushed and he looked at the ground.

"Ah um.. Are you... Are you all...?"

Dan crossed his arms, he invited Porchay to continue forward before appearing to think deeply, trying to figure out how to say things :

"I'm not sure...But this body has only one heart. It...loves you,only you, I believe so, otherwise LoveDie wouldn't exist without you. For the rest of us...I'm not sure my role is about relationship... However, Kimhan, Sun and Love loves you for sure."

"Oh I'm sorry to have bothered you with such a stupid question..." spluttered Porchay.

Dan nodded, then dipped a bucket into the frozen mountain water.

"That doesn't mean I don't feel anything for you. As you know, we're all Kim. I don't think any of us could hurt you for example...Except maybe..."

"Moonshine." muttered Porchay.

Porchay lifted his water bucket grimacing, it was quite heavy, so Dan gently grabbed the bucket.

"Let me do it..."

"No...I...Thank you.."

Chay couldn't help but blush, for him, everything was complicated.
The body was that of Kimhan...Kimhan who had literally destroyed his heart.
It was hard not to blame him, but Kim's mental state was so disturbing that Porchay didn't have the strength to react with spite.

"I'm really... Sorry. Part of this is because of me."

"It's because of Kim alone." Dan replied kindly. "His brain only responded to his intense need to express itself, which his heart refused to do...But I can feel a little progress."

Chay tilted his head like an adorable puppy, his hazel eyes shining with fatigue but also with curiosity.

"A little progress?"

"Hm...I've been here for several hours. I mean...I'm in control. I must confess to you that Love is dying to come out...Because you're here. But he's a little sad I think, since you were quite harsh with him last time... Usually my brain is quickly triggered by elements that push it to act and protect by sending another consciousness."

Porchay tripped over a piece of wood and Dan caught him, before gently shaking his hand.
The youngest was once again confused...So Dan sighed and explained:

"You see...Since we've been walking, there are lots of flowers around us...Moon hates flowers, it could cause him to come out...But in your presence, I feel soothed..."

"I see....I understand. It's a good thing then. I don't really like...That side of P'Kim."

Dan pursed his lips, looking worried.

"I think if you learned to love all of his sides...Dark or happy...It might help Kimhan."

Chay fell silent.
He continued ahead in silence.
Loving all sides of P'Kim.
He had promised him once.
Well, according to Dan, he had actually promised it to LoveDie.
Did Porchay ever knew who was the real Kimhan Theerapanyakul?
This was way to strange and new....

"Professor Chay!"

The pretty Nina, accompanied by Prince, arrived towards the two men.
The journey had seemed shorter thanks to their discussion.
Porchay orders the children to calm down, he noticed that Dan changed...He was looking absent for a moment, and almost fell. But suddenly, he smiled.

"P'Dan...?"

"Ah? No....I..."

Nina squeezed Dan's leg and she started laughing.
She was so innocent and adorable, not noticing the man's strange behaviour.

"Can we play together?" asked Prince.

"Yeah ! Let's play! I love to play...I can run fast too !" shouted Dan...

No.
Not Dan.
The child.
Sunshine.
Porchay clenched his jaw, he had to take care of... so many children already!

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