Powerless God's In The Powerful World

FEELING A EMPTY

Dong Hua Dijun POV

After she left I was sitting I was feeling very bad for her that she loved a man who doesn't love her back and he even doesn't know about that how much sacrifices she did for him I wished that if she could love someone else like that again I was thinking all of this and I could see had disappearing figure and I got up went inside my room which was I lived nearly 2 lakh years still it doesn't felt like home which I felt when I was with my little Fox after that it was it has been ages now I felt the same feeling when I was in the island living with fengju now my own home doesn't feel like a home to me anymore so quiet I was thinking all of this as at on the bed and look out it the window thinking what was fengjiu you doing right now. So I thought to meditate to regain my lost cultivation when I open my eyes again it was morning and chonglin came and told me the news and the important events while I disappeared it was good that my miao chasm didn't have any activities after that I looked through and went through the places where I was needed after that I came back and sat in the garden where yesterday I and fengjiu talked. 

I was drinking only when third Prince came to ask about my welfare and where I disappeared I told him the story about what happened to me during these one month it was really astonishing that it was a place where we couldn't use magic it was like a mortal realm at the same time it was not as if it was created by dark magic I had a doubt that she woke up but when I gone there it was still intact like it was when I left it no movement just so still after that I and third Prince played two rounds of game of go bid me goodbye and went to look the other matters I have gave him so I thought to go and take a nap at a quiet place where no one could find me I found a place behind a bush and I put my reclining chair and sat with a scroll of Buddhism and I was reading when I heard fengju's voice so I sat up to see what was happening I found a sitting with a guy who was just opposite of very quiet and wasn't speaking so much I could see how uncomfortable she looks she was trying to initiate the conversation but he was giving her one liner answers and I could tell she was forced to come on the blind date as soon as he gone another man game well he was a flirty time I didn't like him one bit I was about to intervene and she gave him a smile and shut his mouth by giving appropriate answers to his flirty behavior the first one was for better.

 but his specular hobby had left traumatic impact she couldn't believe somebody could have collecting Moses as a hobby the second one wasn't looking a diploma at all rather than a killer smile man I was thinking all of these when he also stuff and went another man came but he wasn't that much good I could say he couldn't impress her you couldn't last more than 15 minutes and you also gone she look tired and when back to a her aunt's palace. I was having fun scene all the drama unfolding in front of me but still I could feel a discomfort somewhere but I couldn't pin point why I was feeling that way I want to talk to sense it's been long time I could say a whole day we have been to together for a whole month I was used to her talking and a playful nature fengjiu looked tired I didn't go there to talk to her I will go tomorrow by a looking at her I could tell she has a long line of candidates for blind date I could meet her tomorrow and I walk back to my palace.

sequent, I attended to other matters, and the day concluded. The following day, I returned to the same location as yesterday, seeking both respite and the hope of catching a glimpse of Xiao Bai. To my surprise, I found Fengjiu seated alone, a man having just departed. It appeared she had another blind date, and an inexplicable unease settled within me. I approached her and gently tapped her shoulder, prompting her to turn. She greeted me with a sweet smile, and a familiar ache resonated in my chest. She invited me to sit, offering to pour a special tea she had prepared. I smiled at her words; her genuine demeanor remained unchanged since our return. I nodded, observing her newfound quiet refinement. Before, she had been more carefree, unrefined, and prone to jesting and frequent smiles. I inquired, "What troubles you, Xiao Bai? Why are you so quiet?" She smiled and shook her head in denial. As I sipped my tea, she recounted how her aunt was pressuring her into these blind dates. I listened attentively, nodding as she spoke. I then suggested, "Why not visit the mortal realm to refresh yourself?" She paused, considered my suggestion, and then nodded, exclaiming, "That's a wonderful idea, Dijun... why didn't I think of it before?"