Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

After the Show It's the After Party

The first night was hectic. I've never been on a tour when it was like this. Granted I've only been on two. Tee had 4 dancers and August only had 2. Everything was so fast paced. I loved every minute of it. I couldn't believe I could be apart of something to beautiful.

The sold out concerts were the scariest ones. Everything was so loud, so demanding. I don't crack under pressure but this was cutting it close.

"Yo. Can I wear the leather tank top and cargos?!" August asked, almost as if he was out of breath like I was.

I grabbed what he needed and headed towards the room Aug used for meet and greets. I knew that my happiness needed a tweaking. I just hoped for the best.

"Eric? Hey babe. How's music?" I heard a sigh. "It's fine. Why are you calling?" I rolled my eyes. It's never an easy call.
"Y-You told me to call when I was free." Great now I was starting to stutter. It only can get worse from here.
"I told yo stupid self to call me an hour ago. I'm busy now. Why can't you ever listen. It surprising you even have a job. Probably because your friend takes fucking pity on your untalented ass."
There it was. The heartbreaking climax to our conversation.
Tears started to flow and I began to sniffle.
"Are you fucking crying? Why are you acting like you don't know. What the fuck? Now you're trying to make me the bad guy, right?"
I mustered enough of myself. "No, I'm sorry babe. I swear I understand. I just hit my toe."
"You just don't know when to quit. Like that punishment I gave you the other night wasn't enough. Trying to show off at dinner. Just wait until you get to LA I'll see you. Get the fuck off my phone."

My head began to spin. It always happens this way. In the beginning he was such a gentleman. Holding open doors, telling me he loved me every night. We went to a party once and someone couldn't remember his name but instantly knew me from my work with Teyana and the few pieces I did for Rihanna during her Rihvers Island collection.

When we got home that night he kept asking if I staged that and if I had fucked the older white guy. We were screaming and the next thing you know I was picking myself up off the ground. I was in shock. Once he woke up the next morning he vowed to never put his hands on me again. Crying and catering to me for 2 weeks until I went up to New York for a shoot with Teyana and missed 2 of his calls. When I got home it was the same thing over again. This time he decided that I needed to be shown that I was his.

Flashback
"Why do you think I like doing this to you?" He screamed while pulling off his shirt. I was in one of his shirts and my underwear after I had just came out of the shower. I needed that to heal from the belt lashes he had just gave me.
"Daddy doesn't like to hurt you, you just think you could do anything you want. Acting as if you don't have to answer the phone for me. Fucking other niggas while you're up there with Teyana. What do you take me as? A fucking fool. That's what."
By the time his speech was over he was in his basketball shorts walking over to me. "Open your mouth Danni." I vigorously shook my head left to right. If I would've cried any harder I'm sure I would've passed out. I didn't know what I did to anger his so bad. I was so confused.
"What did I do? I love you. I promise I never did anything with anyone!" I was screaming and pushing him away as he took a gulp from his glass and threw it down. I watched the glass shatter when I looked back up towards him he had his fully erect dick in his hand. I was scared. I had never been in this situation. My mother was not a survivor of domestic violence, I had never even watched enough lifetime movies to even imagine up a story like this.
"Open your mouth." I shook my head no hoping he would just stop and realize he was being fucking crazy. That's not how it went. He smacked me across the face several times the last time he popped me right in my mouth causing me to open. As soon as it open he shoved him self into the back of my throat. I had never done anything like this. He began to thrust back and forth causing me to gag.

"If you throw up or bite me I promised I will beat the fuck out of you."
Is all he said moaning while I cried.

When he was done with my mouth he ripped my panties down the middle and didn't even attempt to grab any protection. He forced himself in. "No, Eric no. Please I don't want it." Is all I kept repeating. I kept looking at my bedroom door like someone anyone was going to walk in and save me.

"Go to the bathroom and clean yourself. I don't wanna look at you like that anymore." Is all he said when he was done.

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"Danni?! Danielle!!! What the fuck?!" When I could finally focus on her she was crying. Her body guard Darin was securing the door.
I flinched back from her.
"What's wrong baby girl. Please tell me. Is it Eric? Does he hurt you?" Shot my head towards her so quick I thought I had whiplash.
"Why would you say that Tee, what kinda question is that?! He loves me. Okay? He doesn't hurt me in anyway."
I pushed her off of me and walked out of the room saying excuse me to Darin as I pushed past the groupies in the hallway for August meet and greet.
"Yo! What's wrong ma? Why you walking so fast. I need help with this shirt." I couldn't turn around. By now I was crying and I knew there was snot. Yuck.

I finally made it to the far wardrobe room tat we didn't need to use today and just sat there zoned out. I was so scared for my life and this man was hundreds of miles away.

August
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I followed what looked like a trail of tears into a far hallway after my meet and greet. No one could find Danielle and I knew that everyone should split up and look for her.

The trail stopped at an empty wardrobe room. I stepped through the doorway and saw Danni with her legs locked to her chest under her chin and her eyes closed.

I walked over and tapped her knee. The next thing I knew she was swinging uncontrollably.
"Get the fuck away Eric. I swear I don't want this. Just stop. Please. I'm so sorry."
She cried and cried.

"Yo, Danielle its me. It's August. Danielle!" I was shaking her and she finally opened her eyes. They were bloodshot red. I scooped her up bridal style and walked towards Big T. I handed her to my body guard and he led us out.

Once we made it to the hotel I looked over at Tee who had Danielle's head in her lap rubbing her hair. I just shoot my head at what she screamed at me on the back. Like that nigga puts his hands on her?

We went through the the back and we all went to Tee and Danni's room.
"Thanks, Aug. I really appreciate it. Where did you find her?" I just realized I hadn't spoke since we left the venue. I've never seen anyone spazzing like that except my mom. I could never relive the shit I watched with her and my brothers.

"A wardrobe room in da back." I knew it was probably non of my business but,
"Tee, does that nan put his hands on her?" She looked down at Danni abs stroke her hair all the way down her back.
"I think so, I really don't know. I heard something on the phone once. When I asked her all I got was attitude. When I saw her on the couch where you were holding your meet and greet I I tried to shake her and she began to swing and fight me. She even yelled Eric's name. He's s good guy tho Aug."

It's just somehow I wasn't convinced.