Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Down.

Danielle

After I asked Ms. Katherine about my apparent pregnancy we sat in silence for what to mean seemed like years, but was only a mere 2 to 3 minutes.

Due to the silence I already knew the answer. Just for some reason I refuse to tear up about it until the words escaped her mouth.

"Ms Kathline." I stated calmly. "I just need to know." She sighed as she walked back over from the corner she threw herself into after I initially asked the question.

She took my hands and bobbed her head up and down slowly. I let the tears that I was hiding from myself fall from my eyes. When I looked my up at her face she gave me a, 'but wait, there's more look'.

I sighed before I told her to continue. I saw tears start to well up in her eyes. "Well baby, you were about 2 months along. The ra---rape caused tears inside. When you had the miscarriage it caused you to hemorrhage. While examining you we found that you had been hurt this way before, and well your chance to have to kids are about," she hesitated and let a huge sigh. I looked into her eyes giving that to her as a motion to continue. "It's about a 5-10% chance you'll be able to conceive, ever."

I just stared into her face with disbelief. "Who?" I whispered coldly. The emotions that were running through my mind right now probably didn't need to know who, but the fact that I couldn't have my own family. Something that I've always longed for was snatched right from under me. Slid right through my delicate fingers.

She said I was two months pregnant with my baby meaning it could only be one persons. I hadn't spoken to him in what now would be 3 weeks or so. How would I tell the man that I love he has to put his career on hold again for not only a baby he just currently birthed but for one that we did not plan and did not make it. I just needed to know who did this to me.

"We don't know just yet baby. You just woke up. Now we did take a rape kit and were not able to process it until you woke up. Is that something you would like done?" I nodded my head. I couldn't speak words anymore.

Some how out of no where I had lost my appetite. Once begging for supper I now wanted nothing more than to just lay here in my sorrows until I withered away. Though I don't even remember the crime, I know that someone loathed me enough to deface me.

I needed to speak with Teyana. I haven't talked to her in awhile. We kind of split ways after the whole getting back with Eric. She didn't think it was the best idea. She was actually down right angry. I still couldn't remember too much of anything but after she spoke about the rape, the PAIN brought up one memory. My trip.

I sat on the bed in my new lingerie set that I bought in town this afternoon. Our trip isn't going as planned. We are planning to get married and the only thing that I feel like we're doing is hanging. It's shit we could've did that at home. I honestly wanted to get closer. I needed to get August off my mind. He's been there since I woke up from a drunken slumber the other night.

It's not like him to not contact me, I was stumped. Maybe he realized that we would never make it. I mean all we do is sneak around and have sex. We can't go on dates, we can't go shopping, we can't even be in the same vicinity without a rumor spreading.

There was once me and him actually had no intention of seeing each other. I was walking out of a restaurant. I had just had a meeting with my stylist for my video. I found out later that he was meeting VeHoe there she was just running late. My security had tucked my head down and his did the same for two weeks it was said that we were secretly meeting. Granted we have been, but not that time. I had to hear Eric's mouth.

I had actually been trying keep the good graces ever since Elijah, we were just hanging out. I mean we kissed and he gave me head, but no one ever knew that. Eric was pissed, but August was done, we had a real argument. Throwing shit, calling names, and then the ultimate question. It didn't feel as bad when Eric asked if we fucked, but when August did I was hurt by it.

I mean shit what the fuck is wrong with me. He's obviously not worried about me, but his opinion is the only thing I need. I just want---

"Wow, you look amazing babe." He knocked me out of my thoughts with his amazing compliment. "This is all for me?" He looked around at the wine and chocolate covered strawberries. The room was dimly lit all ready for a night he wouldn't forget. I stood up and dropped the robe that was barely covering me. I walked to him and wrapped my hands around his neck. I stood on my tippy toes and pushed his head down to mine. Giving him a spine chilling kiss. His hands finally made it my waist and then to roughly squeeze my ass.

"Mmm, daddy." I moaned through his mouth. only making him re-grip my ass tighter. lifting me around his waist. I locked my legs. I grinded on him so he knew this was all I wanted at this moment. The damn strawberries could wait.

He roughly threw me to the bed, which only turned me on more. I don't know what has gotten into me but I needed the pain. "you ready, baby?" I nodded my head gripping his jeans, I could clearly see his erection. The moment I went for his button on his pants his phone started to vibrate. He let the first call go. I undid his pants and pulled out his member.

Not as big as Aug's. Something to get used to. 

"Shit, Danni." I moaned on his dick letting it hit the back of my throat as I kept moaning. "Danni what the fuck are you doing to me?" He moaned letting me know he loved how I kept my hands and mouth synchronizing up and down his shaft.

He hadn't taken his jeans all the way off but that was about to change. Just as I was about to reach down with him in mouth his phone vibrated multiple times signaling it was another call and just like that he pushed my head off his dick. Groaning he pulled his underwear back up looked at his phone as if it was more important than me and trudged towards the connected bathroom.

A few moments later I heard him on the phone, I couldn't make out what he was saying. I heard the bathroom door click and the shower cut on. This was his fourth one to day. I sat back on the bed and grabbed a strawberry. "What a great fucking Vacation." I scoffed taking the wine bottle to the head.