Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Sweet Nightmares

Danni

I sat up staring at the wall. I had been looking at the same spot for hours thinking of ways to end Sky's life. There was nothing else left to do at this point. I was over everything that she threw at me. There was no way I could win without an endgame and that end game was taking hegtr life.

"Go ta bed." I looked over at August as he mumbled to me. I nodded and laid down. I closed my eyes, but all I could see and hear was Skye's words over and over. I wanted to choke the  hoe right out of her. That would bring me all the peace I needed.

I watched as August shut his eyes and seemed to peacefully rest his eyes. Here I was laying here with all these thoughts in my mind when I had the family that I always dreamed about. I had an amazing boyfriend, even though we haven't went to the title all I want is him. Then I have Bri, that baby is amazing. She deserves the world and I was blessed enough to be able to bring it to her. It isn't her fault about her mother and the way she decided to live her life.

"August..., you sleep?" He turned over to me with his eyes wide open and it completely threw me off. " I, I thought you were going to sleep. You can't tell me what to do and do the opposite." He smiled and me and started into my eyes.

"Do you ever think what if? Like, what if we would have kicked back in the hotel that night I told you everything would be alright? Or if you never would have fell out?" I took a deep breath in filling my lungs with the air he was breathing into my face.

"Of course I think of what if's, but do I wish to do anything different? No." At that moment he sat up while keeping his eyes trained on m. "Why not?" I could hear the attitude and frustration in his voice. It was going to be hard to explain, but I think I should just get it over with.

" Aug, when you met me I was a wreck. I was being abused,  I was always feeling bad for myself and I was not the most confident human in the world." During my pause he began to nod for me to continue. "You came into my life at the right time. You showed me there was so much more to me that meets the eye. You set me up on a path of find myself. Without you I wouldn't be here, but I couldn't keep on the destructive path that I was on." I looked down as I continued.

"I needed to make sure that I could love myself the way you loved me. You can't look me in the eyes and say that you knew that I was okay. I feel like you knew that when I left it wasn't doing it to hurt you." He shook his head. "I don't care what I thought. You hurt me. I was alone without you, alone with a new born who didn't belong to me by blood and a wacked out ass baby mama that still ain't got her shit together but won't let me take full custody of the child."

I took a few deep breaths and just laid my head down. There was no getting through. He was hurt, but so was I. "You know, it's not always about you." I whispered.

"Speak the fuck up, Danni." I shook my head. "This is exactly what I won't tolerate. I don't get yelled at anymore. I refuse. I don't care how much I love you." I put my foot down. I was the doormat for too long. "You know I didn't mean it like..." Before August could finish my phone began to ring. I looked over and saw Cathy's bright smile on my screen. I couldn't understand why she was calling so late, but I answered anyway.

"What's up, old lady?" I snickered at my own joke of course. But I was met with sniffling. "I didn't mean to, oh my God I didn't mean to Danielle." My heart sank to my stomach. I don't know what she did but I couldn't stomach what I thought in my mind. "He was in MY BED, MY BED DANIELLE." I took a deep breath. "What happened?" I honestly didn't want to know but, she called because she needs me. "I killed them." I dropped my phone.

"August." He pretended to be sleep. "August!" I shook him as I picked up my phone to hear Cathy screaming and crying. "What? What do you want?" I rolled my eyes and tried to remember her was sensitive. "Fix your attitude. It's Cathy. She needs us. Get up." He sat up. He could tell by the worried look on my face that I meant it. "What's wrong Danni?" I put the phone on speaker, and by this time I think she realized what she did. "I killed them, I killed them. That son of a bitch. How could he?"

At that moment I hit the floor. I must have fallen asleep right after August told me too. I need to figure all this out.

In the morning as I got up and looked around. I still felt as if my dream was real. So I didn't have that talk with August? Why did it feel so real?

He wasn't in bed with me so I assumed her was with Bri.

I got up and and went into the bathroom to freshen up. Plus I needed to get my head together. I was losing it. My dreams projecting me feeling to reality.

I stood in the shower attempting to rinse the conditioner from my hair I heard a knock on the door and then soon after heard it open.

"Baybeh?" I heard his voice and immediately got butterflies.

"Yes?" I tried to say as sweetly as possible but you could tell I was in heat. I just needed to feel him.

"I just put Bri down for a nap, do you need anything?" He was asking and I'm sure he knew what I wanted.

"You." Was all I said as I pulled back the curtain to look at him. I watched as he wore his serious face all the way to the shower and took off his clothes to join me.

Once he got in it was as if the whole world stopped and we were the only two in it.

I slightly screamed as he entered me and I could feel the smirk on his lips as they stayed on mine. I started to rock myself against his strokes creating a stronger sensation to my g-spot forcing me to slow down so that I wouldn't ruin the moment by cumming early.

"Who told you to stop that shit?" He whispered as he pushed my ass causing me to slid further down his shaft.

I'm sure his question was rhetorical because there was no way he could expect me to answer the way he was digging into me.

"I love you alight? Tell me you love me, baybeh." I nodded opening my mouth trying to get the words out but all I could do was moan.

"Tell me you love me." He said pushing himself further and deeper with every word.

"I love you. Baby I love you." He smiled gripping my neck lightly he stroked me harder and in that moment I never felt me love than I that intimate moment.