Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Back Of My Mind.

|Danielle|

"Daniela Dia Vega James" I smiled as walked into the studio with Teyana. "Si?" I smiled waiting for her to answer me. The look on her face as she began to formulate her response in her head was priceless. "Fuck it." She laughed a loud. "You ready?" I nodded. I was showing her my new song I was working on for a guy I met.

"Can we start at the chorus?" She nodded her head. After the tour, Tey became my wingman in the studio. Helping me at first paying for a few sessions of my studio time until I got this gig to write with Elijah Blake. I was going to a female version of ne-yo.

I just wanna get fucked up
With you
with you
oh yeah
with you
I just wanna get fucked up
With you
with you
oh yeah
I do
I just wanna get fucked up
Already
already
already know
I just wanna get fucked up
Already
already
already know
I just wanna get fucked up

"If I didn't know any better I would think you was really wantin' me, Ma." I laughed as I heard Elijah though my head phones.

"Alright now, Sean. How was it?" I said slipping my headphones of and sliding off the barstool I was rested on.

"Ma, it was perfect." He smiled at my Demo. I was proud of myself. This earned me a good chunk of money. It's not like I was getting anything from helping August.

I had been helping him with a few songs but, technically we weren't supposed to be acquainted anymore. After me and Eric got better I was given a proposal. Marry Eric and have a better life or be August's side chick for life. I knew I needed to be with Eric, because children don't go anywhere.

I've changed a lot over these last few months. Messing around with August I've began to do things that I never thought o would do.

After my big incident with oral sex I never thought I would attempt it. I don't do it with Eric, but I've become a pro with August.

"You look like something is in your mind. What is it?" I chuckled at his attempt to read me.

"Nothing. Just gonna finish the next verse." I looked him up and down. Just slightly taller than me he stood with his amazing brown skin and I loved it.

After a few hours in the studio I had to head home. I needed my new tub.

Driving to my house seemed like it was taking forever from the studio. Usually I would head over to HIS house after the studio because it was so late.

I walked through my door expecting for my house to be completely empty. I felt something in the pit of my stomach, but I just reached in my glove compartment and slid my clip into my gun and took off the safety.

If you can imagine all the shit I've been through you would think I was a weak woman. Still trying to find myself. My therapist found it odd that I came to terms so quickly, I couldn't tell you why either. I knew it wasn't a good thing.

I walked up to my door and attempted to open it. To my surprise it was locked. I wasn't just confused, I was stumped. I slid my gun into the back of my waist and took my keys out and unlocked the door.

I flipped the light switch on.

Surprise!!

I almost pissed myself. Everyone from my office was here. It had been one successful month since I had "mysteriously" found the money to buy a bigger building than the one I currently had and money to pay my assistant and finding my stylists jobs was the hardest part.

Well I didn't mysteriously find shit. August gave it to me. He actually is my landlord over the building. I pay him back every chance I get. He doesn't ask for much money. More of my time.

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As I stood around and looked at all the people that were in my life I took a step back realizing that I now had what I longed for.

"Baby. I got you something." I heard Eric say as he turned me around to face him.

His smile was so genuine, the way he caressed my back over the scars. I know that it still haunts him how everything happened before, but I decided that if he could get better I would let him and take him back.

He was bipolar and as long as he took his medicine he was the person I met when we first began dating. The therapist we're seeing is one of the best in relationships.

Mine on the other hand hates Eric secretly I can tell by the way he asks questions. I mean he can't say it though. Technically that's who pays he overly touchy ass.

I was just happy that everything was coming together. I was getting everything I ever wanted. The house, the business, and the love.

I sighed. I just knew deep down there was August. I never knew how August saw us I just knew that he had a family. Something I didn't really have. I couldn't be the reason to mess that up.

I looked up from my thoughts to see Eric holding a white rose and a big bag. The filling paper in the bag looked as if he just kind of shoved it in there but I knew I was excited to see what he got me.

"Open it, bae." I did as I was told. I dropped the bigger bag holding a MCM duffle bag packed with new clothes.

I looked up with confusion etched on my face. "Keep going, Ma." His conversation was sweet and it was amazing to see. Maybe he was trying to make sure I stayed with new clothes.

I kept pulling through the bag and saw the blazer I saw in Donna Karen last week. I looked it over and slipped it on. It was a perfect fit. I reached over and went to hug him.

When I went to reach up I felt a stabbing in my side. I open the jacket and looked in the inside pocket. There was an envelope sticking out. I looked over at Tee and at Victoria my assistant. They both smiled as I opened the envelope.

I looked over the contents seeing two tickets to Barbados. I began to get teary eyed thinking of how much he had put thought into this as I began to look over the itinerary. There were so many things that I had always talked about. I was ready to hop on the plane with him now. The tickets were for next week. Giving me enough time to send a few of my workers to their assignments while I was gone.

Through all the happiness And euphoria I was feeling I still had a feeling the back of throat.

I pictured myself doing all this shit with August. Fuck.

Just a filler guys :)