Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Brown Skin

OMG it's been so long. I'm sorry. Just trying to get a start on to my other story Last Call. It's very important to me and many ways. But here is yall chapter. I hope yall still love me :)

August.

I woke up in my bed with a headache. I got zero sleep last night. Vanessa was fucking snoring and kicking around in the king sized bed. Like how the fuck did she get to me across this big ass bed?

"Baby, good morning." She turned over on her side rubbing her moving stomach. I swear pregnancy just isn't fitting for her. She looks deformed.

Maybe I'm just upset because she wouldn't let me sleep.

But she looks weird.

"Mornin', Ma." I whispered to her as I grabbed my phone off the night stand checking through my text messages.

She didn't text me back.

My heart sank from chest to my stomach. I poured my heart out her in this message and she didn't even have the nerve to tell me 'okay'.

I admit I was in my feelings. There's been too much shit going down and I can't even begin to let it out. I was hoping that Dee would at least answer me back so that I could talk about my huge ass problems I'm having, but I mean shit, she didn't owe me that.

I couldn't even be a man and tell her how I was really feeling. I had so much shit going on. I was supposed to be on tour with Robin Thicke, but somehow my label cancelled that. I don't know what was going on but I needed to see what I could do to help bring my career around.

I've been laying low after that fight in the club back when I was still moping over Danielle and Sky kept her name in my call log.

I mean, only T had a gun and he's allowed to carry his weapon. I still don't know how it started. I just finished things.

I want things to be back to the way they were back a year ago when I had her and she was an amazing friend and kept me out of trouble.

I jumped up from couch to hear my name being screamed from upstairs. I could hear the distress in her voice.

"Vanessa, what's wrong baby?" Walking towards the upstairs bathroom. "Either I just stood here and pissed myself or our baby is coming."

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I stood there in shock as I watched the way she screamed on the bed in pain. I kept looking at her doctor but, he kept assuring me everything was going the way it should.

I began to freak out myself. What if something happens to the baby? What if something happened to Vanessa?

The wait was unbearable. After I almost passin' out in the room with the family.

It was a little weird because I had only met her mom once through everything me and her been through, and when I did meet her she asked me for some fuckin' money.

She said it was for something to do with health but it was probably for her daughter to get a damn abortion.

"Mr. Alsina? Are you ready to see you beautiful baby?" I was smiling wildly and nodded my head slightly. I got up and followed behind the nurse. Her mom was following right behind. Twiddling her thumbs and looking down as we walked.

It seems as if she isn't excited of her daughters birth. I heard sweet cries of s baby knowing this was the woman's ward I knew there would much of that.

I pushed open the door to Vanessa's room and walked over to her. She had tears in her eyes. "August, baby I'm so sorry." Was all she said. I watched as tears came down her face. "Babe, you guys are fine everything's perfect. The doctor told me everything was perfect." She never took her eyes off the baby.

"Let me hold my girl."I motioned towards her chest. She hesitantly removed her hands from the baby's back.

I looked into the babies eyes and didn't see myself. I held her a little longer before asking the question I dreaded. It's like I could see into the future for the moment but, what I saw wasn't anything a man would want to see.

Briana Arielle Ramerez

"How could you?" I thought of all the possible names to call her at the moment but, none would be enough for how I was feeling.

She was a beautiful brown baby, but she wasn't mine. I had thought about all those times that she act weirdly when she asked about what we should name the baby and she would tell me it would come to us when she was born.

I thought about that time when her mother asked me for money, I believe that they both were looking for a pay day.

I'm so sorry, August.

She kept repeating it, over and over but, there were no tears that formed in her eyes. Almost like she knew, she KNEW this day would come.

Who was I supposed to turn to in my time of need. I was out of people who I thought face a fuck about me, I only had Danni and Vanessa.

Danielle couldn't even say 'okay to me' pouring out my feelings. What am I going to do. I mumbled as I gave her the baby and walked out.

Fuck.

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Sky

"So, when are y'all leaving to go on this 'vacation'? And did you delete that sappy ass text message you read to me from August?!" I huffed into the phone I could make sure he understood at how annoyed I was.

"Sky, seriously? I haven't been able to talk to you all week and you want to talk about your irritating ass cousin?"

He let out a huge sigh then continued. "What is it with you, huh?" You want me to bond with your cousin so that you can hurt her. What's the end game here Skylar? 'Cause I see more than one person that'll get hurt in the cross fire."

He was right, I mean I know who all deserves to be hurt but it damn sure didn't need to be me. Not anymore.

I'm tired of being second all the time. Sure I always chose to be second but, that life is over. I'm getting everything I want.

"Oh, I talked to Vanessa." He basically whispered into the phone. "Why the fuck did you talk to her. That was a one time fuck I needed for you to do almost a year ago."

He was working my nerves. Only a few more weeks before I could rid myself of him and focus on my main goal.

"I don't know who the fuck you're raising your voice at, but you better fuckin' watch it, bitch." He spat through the phone. I was sure that if I would've been there at this moment he would've put his hands on me and I was just not ready for it.

"Did you take your medicine? Why are you being so fuckin' hostile, huh?" I got a little loud, kindle startling myself in the process.

"First of all, you're not my fucking mother. That bitch is dead. Second of all I took it before I left for the label this morning. Danielle gave it me after she sucked my dick. She did such a good job."

He fucking moaned her name. I was losing it.

I decided to move the subject before I try and drive to his house. "What did that groupie bitch Vanessa have to say?" I didn't care for the bitch. She hurt my cousin and I was the only one that could her that little insecure, shy, cry-baby brat.

"She thinks I'm her baby's father."

I sat there looking at my phone screen. I was pissed off to the core. The amount of hurt pouring out of my heart was ridiculous.

I made sure to set myself aside so that I didn't catch feelings for a man who obviously had feelings for my cousin. No matter how much he tried to admit he wasn't in his right mind.

But him fathering another bitches child, especially a bitch I was here before was having a child she thought could be Eric's I was hurt.

"Say something, Skylar." He basically whispered into the phone.

"I'll call you back." Was all I could muster up while I was trying to hold back tears I didn't even know existed.

So much for my well devised plan.