Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Promises That Aren't Meant To Be Broken.

Danni
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I slipped on my cre'me Louboutins and my simple black dress. I was alone like I usually liked to be. I picked up the clutch Tee got my for my birthday to match my shoes, I shoved my phone and plum red lipstick on there. I looked myself over in the mirror.

I felt beautiful.

Just as I began to make my way towards the door my phone vibrated with the heartbeat vibration I knew who it was. He hadn't made his presence known except for last week when he want to remind me that no one could love me like him and while not using these exact words that no one else would love me.

Eric: happy birthday baby. I'm sorry about last week. I love you.

Me: thank you baby. I love you too.

Eric: I'll see you in Atlanta on Monday.
Me: 😁😍❤️

Eric: no one will ever love you but me, Okay? I'm the best thing that has ever happened to you. And I always will be. I promise you that.

That made me feel some type of way. Here I was finally out of that scary way. Now I was wondering if I could ever be loved by anyone besides Eric.

I got interrupted by a hard know on my door. At first I was startled but I went over and opened the door knowing it was only my driver for the night.

I opened the door and let him in.

"Listen, I'm just going to grab my purse and have to grab some jewelry. You help yourself if you want."

"I know cause I paid for it."

August.

I knew better than to think his cheap ass would really get me a driver.

"Alrighty then." I chuckled as I grabbed my clutch and my necklace.

"Here Mr. Cheap ass. Put this on." I handed him the locket. He took the necklace and placed it around my neck after it was secure he ran his hand down the back of my dress.

I felt like my body was on fire the way he touched every part of the back, my body like he knew his way around me. I didn't know I was tensing up until he took his hands away.

"I'm sorry. I was just umm---"

I turned to face him. It was hard to look up at him. But he grabbed the bottom of my chin as he pulled me half way as he led the rest of the way as we kissed.

It was like we were meant to be. Lifting me up and wrapping my legs around him, sitting on the couch. I was straddling him. His hands never left my waist.

I began feeling uncomfortable. I just couldn't help what came out of my mouth next.

I pushed his shoulders back and he just looked up at me. "I can't - you can't. You have an amazing girl and I just I don't think this is a good idea. I'm not what you want. I'll never be good enough. Maybe we--"

"What do you think you mean to me?" I was shocked to hear him ask me that. "What do you mean?" I was confused what did he mean? Like friend wise?

"You think someone does all shit and doesn't care about you? You think they don't have love for you? You think they don't love you, huh?!" He was yelling. I stood confused. What the fuck was going on?

"August, I don---"

He put his hand up and gave me an unreadable expression. When I looked at him, he turned away. This was going to be the start to a very long night.

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Once we were in the club I swear I did nothing but drink. I looked up at Aug who just so happened to be looking down at me. I felt his eyes on me on more than one occasion but I let it go.