Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

IceBox

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Danielle

"What kind of fucking vacation was that?" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I don't even know why I thought this would be a good idea. "First, you ignore me for almost 3 days. Then, when I attempt to have sex with you, you push me off the fucking bed."

I stood there red faced. I honestly wasn't that upset about the vacation being a bust, I was pissed at other things. Things that have nothing to do with him. I'm just confused.

"I'm fucking going home, Eric. I can't stand to fucking look at you!" I pushed past him babbling about something being hard on his mind, that it was life changing.

I wasn't hearing that shit. Not only because he was probably lying, but he had been on the phone all fucking week. Taking calls in the bathroom with the shower on. Don't nobody take that many fucking showers in a day. Not even the grimmest bitch.

"Danielle, STOP." He screamed into my face snatching my arm and pulling me back as hard as he could. "What the fuck is wrong with you, who the fuck do you think you are? You ain't nothing but a dumb bitch. It's even more pathetic that you thought I was gonna marry yo dumb ass."

I felt his hand collide with my face as I found my way to the ground. "Eric.." was all I could let out as I started to scream. "Don't fucking call my name. I'm so sick of playing this game with you. Why would anyone want to marry yo weak ass? You can't even satisfy a nigga right."

"You weren't saying that shit last week when I had you moaning my fucking name off some head." I must've grown some fucking balls. I wanted to pat myself on the back. "Bitch, did you lose yo fucking mind? You are dumb as fuck. Sky was right."

Sky? What?

"Who?" I stood back up in face. Something I've never done before. "What would Sky have to do with this? I haven't talked to her in months!"

By now I must have not realized I was screaming. Because in an instant he began to scream. Calling me all the bitches and hoes he could spill out of the ignorant mouth of his.

I pushed him back out of my face. I couldn't understand him bringing up Sky like she was welcomed in my life or something. I was all outta whack because of her.

Running around being August's side chick, while attempting to marry a nigga who hasn't changed not one fucking bit just so I could fill the hole in my heart.

Only over the last few months I realized the hole I was once trying to fill became my whole heart. I felt that 'icebox' should be my theme song.

I stood there blankly contemplating my next move. I was sick of everything, there was no more love in me. I can't even imagine the last time I genuinely smiled.

"What the fuck has you so quiet? Finally realizing you ain't shit?" I just sat there staring. That's exactly what I realized at that moment. Who was I? What did I want?

"Fuck you." Was all I could muster up. "You shit the fuck up, I'm about to leave and head to Sky's house, fuck her and then come back and fuck you, like I been doing. How does that sound?" I needed to cry. I could feel the pressure building up on my body. I didn't know what was coming out of my mouth when I opened it, but I opened it any way.

"That's alright. I'll just go and fuck August. Like I been doin'." I flipped my hair grabbing my keys pulling August's key up and waving it in his face.

The simple key marked with a black A was all I had to show him for him to believe all my words. I smiled as I watched his black ass turn red. I twisted the door knob only to be snatched back.