Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Escape My Heartbreak

August.

I ignored the banging on my front door. Two months, two months I've been in my house writing and recording music, only going out for mandatory events then I'm right back here.

I wasn't expecting anyone today. I usually get Briana Thursday thru Sunday.

I have T bring her to Vanessa. I don't pay child support but someone told me that she would need a father and I decided that I wouldn't deprive her of a decent life. Plus I couldn't leave her with her money hungry mother and grandmother.

I haven't heard from Danni since that day, but Tee tells me she's doing well.

I was watching her at the ESPY's with Odell Beckham Jr, she looked amazing, full of life. She was glowing. Her smile was impeccable. I was just sad to see that it wasn't from me.

The banging on the door continued, and instead of being an ass, I decided to get up and answer it.

Wrong move.

"Aug, I don't know what to do!" I watched a frantic Vanessa pace my foyer with a loud crying Briana in her car seat.

"Okay, calm the fuck down and give me my baby." She nodded sitting the car seat down unbuckling Bri and handing her to me. Instantly she stopped crying grabbing my chin hair.

"Hey Bri, how's daddy's baby? The mean mommy not giving you no attention?" I felt her diaper feeling the sogginess. "You know her diaper is wet.." I stared at her attempting to give her the most disapproving look I could muster up.

"Well I changed her this morning!!" Vanessa groaned, believing herself that it was alright.

"Vanessa, it's fucking two in the afternoon. What the fuck? She gon' gave diaper rash!" She dropped her head right before slumping her self on my couch.

"I really didn't think this through, Aug. I can't take care of a baby. I'm not fit to be a mother!" I chuckled. I didn't have time for the pity party she planned today.

"Ma, seriously? You already knew that before you went out fucking random men without condoms." She gave me a stale face. "Okay, sir we aren't cool enough for you to hoe my entire life." She slightly scoffed.

I just looked at her, beautiful gained some hips and few stretch marks that made her body better. Her hair went back to the deep brown it was when I met her.

I just the woman that I met at first was the woman she stayed. Her true colors were too much for me.

Since we vowed to be completely honest with one another for the sake of Bri she told me about her plan to trap me and I told her about Danni.

I mean not all of it. I was pretty pissed at her but she didn't need to know about Danni having my child.

I just know that everything was weighing down on both of us. Being a father was something new to me and we all knew that Vanessa's mother wasn't the best person to go to.

"I promise you everything will be okay." I kissed Vanessa's forehead trying to reassure her while I was trying to reassure myself at the same time.

There is no doubt in my mind that I believe this should be Danni. She should be the one having my child. I should be on the verge of having my other baby.

I picture my baby as a boy. Looking just like me.  Same complexion but with his mothers eyes.

I finally have forgiven Danni for what she's done. She left me, and I needed her. Shit, she needed me but chose to leave and flee to New York with that nigga.