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August.
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"Mr. Alsina. It seems as if you've been lying to me. Keeping things from me and I'm not liking it." Danni pursed her lips at me. I looked over at her side eyeing not knowing what she was referring to.
"For that sir, you have to pay up."
She walked over to me and reached in my pocket. Since my pockets were low she was reaching pretty far I admit it put me in a particular mindset but I brushed it off until she pulled my stack out and brushed her hand against my lil man. She laughed and took a couple hundreds and a few 20's totaling out to 500 dollars.
"You can't just renig like you didn't have any hearts Mr." She sang pulling my cards out of my hands and laying them on the table. Tee and and Big T just gave me a look of disgust. Especially Big T seeing as he was my partner and I cute him with a spade to attempt to get the book. I was caught.
After the game was over Big T when down to his room and me and the girls stayed in mine. I was in such a better mood because I had saw Vanessa a few days ago. She wasn't everything I wanted, but she made a nigga feel good. I hadn't really had that much love since some shit went down with moms and Chandra, but I still got the girls when I was home. They never deprived me of that.
"What kind of movie is this, August Alsina?!" I looked up and it was two women going at it. I realized it must've switched to HBO after dark or some shit.
"Ma, my bad. Seriously."
I laughed so hard that Tee stirred in her sleep.
"Listen if you wanted to watch so fucking I swear it would've been easier from your cell phone." She giggled and laid back down and began to stoke Tee's hair. She was so caring to her. Tee wasn't feeling well earlier and while playing cards she began to become light headed so the girls were chilling with.
It was about 1am and for some reason Danielle and I were just up talking. It was ridiculous how much this girl was keeping shit out of the conversation. After her last question we got quiet.
"Whats ya man like?" I used the question to break the silence but she damn near chocked on her grape. "He's uh-uh." She was hesitating and I wish I knew why, but I can't assume. "He's amazing. Sometimes really overprotective but, he's a good guy." The last part was more like she was trying to convince herself more than me.
"August?" She looked up at me innocently. "Why are we holding hands?" The crazy thing is after she asked I wanted to move my hand but I couldn't I needed her to know that I would be there for her. "Because I need you to hear me, okay?" She nodded in agreement still somewhat smiling at my serious nature. I didn't know how else I was going to put this.
"Does he hurt you?" For a few moments she stared at me as if I was asking her to kill her mother. Tears began to drop from her eye as she slowly pulling her hand away from mine with a look I could only describe as fear.
"Why would you ever ask me something like that?" She whispered through her tears. I couldn't understand why I felt so compelled to help. I barely knew this girl but I knew she was becoming someone I would want keep around. She got so pissed off. She tried to run but her pajama top got snagged on the bed post.
"Danni?" I whispered. She tried to snatch her top off the bed post but it seemed to really be stuck. She just dropped to the ground.
Her back was covered in long scars that resembled those that were there for a while and some that were just starting to scab. I started to move towards her. I guess she could hear my foot steps. "August Please.!" she shouted, causing me to step back but, I couldn't I needed to get to her. But once I got to her she flinched after I grabbed her she just started swinging uncontrollably. "Why would he do this? I loved him so much. He's all I have! You can't take him away."
I couldn't believe what she was saying. What the fuck could he give her that she needed to be beat for?
"Why do you need him? You could do so much better than him! What could possibly the reasoning."
She didn't say anything so I lifted her face up.
"Why do you need him?" She looked into my eyes and I knew I couldn't force her to talk anymore. I picked her up and walked her back on to the bed and covered her up.I watched as Danni laid there sleep. What the fuck was going on with me?! I don't know her and I don't want to get involved in some shut that could fuck up my career make me lose Vanessa.
"Who's big ass shirt is this?"-------
Danni J
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I woke up to a still dark room. I attempted to sit up but my arm got stuck on something. I pulled the cover back with my other arm.
"Who's big ass shirt is this?" I pulled my arm through.
"Mine, baby. " I whipped around to see August in a chair at the end of the bed.
Zed
Just as he looked up at me with the hurt in his eyes. I had remembered the episode I had. "August, listen I don--."
He put his hand up to stop me from talking. The hurt I originally saw went out the window. His face soften and he laid in the bed. When he first laid down I felt so uncomfortable, I've never been in a bed with another man but he was so gentle. At first he was so far away but put his hand on my back. I flinched at first because no one knew of them to actually care about them. I was so focused on making everyone else happy that I didn't even worry about myself. After I got out of my train of thought and self pity I realized he was tracing my scars. I could feel him scoot closer. My body immediately tensed up at his breath on my back.
"August?" He began to lay kisses on my scars as if they didn't matter. I began to tear up with no reasoning other than I felt safe.
"Listen, you don't have to ever worry about anything anymore. I'm going to be here for you. I will be the one to make sure you're okay. You don't deserve any of this and I'll make sure you're safe if that's the last thing I do."
I could hear his voice cracking. It was as if this wasn't his first rodeo with having a situation like this thrust in to his life."Why would you want to take care of me? You don't even know me."
He just sighed. "Just go to sleep. We have a long day tomorrow." That we did. I mean of course I knew but would everything just go back to normal? Or would there always be this pity her had for me? I didn't need that. I had enough self-pity. All I needed was a friend.August
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I woke into the sun burning the fuck out of my eyes. I guess I didn't get enough sleep either because my body felt all sorts of tired.I was stretching when I realized that Danielle wasn't in the bed when I woke up. I felt like I had been stood up. I don't this feeling but I didn't like it.
I rubbed my hand across the spot and felt for the temperature. It felt slightly warm so I know she was about as tired as I was.
I looked over at Tee who was sleep with no care in the world. I turned towards the bathroom when I heard the shower come on. Then I heard a knock at my door.
"Who is it? It's early!" I chuckled.
No one said anything. I looked up at Tee who was now looking at the door as well. I figured it's only a few people who know my hotel room so I went to open the door."Eric? Why are you here?" I hadn't taken my eyes off of him and he hasn't answered me. I felt small hand on my fist that I didn't even realized I made.
"Where's my girl? I missed her." He said with a smirk as Teyana unballed my fist. But it was okay because I could still smack the taste out of his mouth.
Just as Tee had let my hand go the bathroom door swing open. We all looked to the left."August, Tee there's probably no more hot water so I don't know how y--"
She stopped mid sentence as she dropped the towel from her head.
"Eric? Wh-wh why are you here?" She looked at me and then Tee."I find it funny that your little thug n b boyfriend said the same shit. You plan this?! Huh?" She jumped and quickly shook her head. "And who's fucking shirt do you have on?" He asked as he attempted to push past me to get to her.
"Bruh, you drunk?" He looked up like he was about to swing on me and Indont take kindly to that. He put his hand to my chest like he was about to do something and I heard it. The last thing I believed I would here.
"I'm coming, Eric." She looked at me with tears in her eyes. She didn't touch me though she looked like she wanted a hug. T grabbed her arm but she snatched it away and smiled. 3 weeks away and she still goes. I don't see why it could upset me so much.
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Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.
FanfictionBonds that can't be broken. Lies that shouldn't be told. Promises that are meant to be broken. Lust that never goes unfulfilled. WARNING: This story is for mature readers. This is a fair warning. I promise you'll love it.