Disrespectful. ; An August Alsina FanFiction.

Say That You Love Me

|Danielle|

I got the text as soon as I hung up the phone.
"The hospital?" I whispered a loud as I slipped on my pants moving away from Eric. It was early morning and Eric had the studio, so I assumed he wouldn't miss me today.

Still, I left a note telling him I went to help a friend and would stop by the studio with lunch and for him to text me what he wants. I sighed as I grabbed my keys from the front table.

The ride to the hospital was engulfed into the night before. The choice words I said came flooding back. I felt a wave of guilt rushing over me.

"You never loved me, huh?" I whispered. His neck almost broke as I began to yell in his direction. "You just wanted someone on the side" he jaw began to tighten. "I never loved you? all these fucking nights I held you because you had a nightmare about some other nigga beatin' yo ass!" His nostril began to flare. But this whole time he never let me go. "Listen, August..."

The tears began to sit in my eyes as the reality sat in. I wasn't able to admit that I was jealous about him going to her rescue when he was supposed to be my knight in shining armor.

Was it selfish that I wanted to come before that hoe. Not his kid, but at least her. She doesn't even love him.

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I walked into the hospital like a lost puppy. He text me saying he was on the 4th floor so I took the elevator up. At floor two the door opened. A slim brown skinned guy walked in.

I was standing in front of the floors. "What floor?" I asked. I figured since I was standing there I could be helpful.

"Four." He looked up and stared at me. I met his eyes and I felt like it could be someone that I knew.

"It's okay if you don't remember me Danielle." His voice was deep. I could fall asleep to his words.

"Here take my number and when you remember who I am, send me a text." I nodded my head. I couldn't wrap my head around it. As I felt the elevator bounce I realized I was at my floor. I was still staring at the unknown man and attempted to walk out of the elevator.

"Ahh, " I tripped right into August's arms. I could smell his Chrome cologne. He stood me up and I looked into his eyes. They were low red and severely swollen.

"August, what happened?! Are you okay?" Even though I was still pissed and hurt he looked like he needed me more than anything.

He held on to my cheeks and left a peck on my lips. At this moment I didn't want to stop him. I know not was just a tactic he was using to calm down. I could tell the counting didn't work for whatever he had going on. "Can we just go?" I nodded as I turned back towards the elevator.

"See you later, Danielle." The guy from the elevator shouted across the room. I turned back toward him trying to get a glimpse of his face again. I smiled at him and stepped into the elevator.

I leaned back on to the wall as August pushed the button for Parking lot 2. I'm guessing that's where his car was parked.

"Yo, who the fuck was that?" I mentally rolled my eyes at his fucked up attitude before even thinking to answer. "He said he knew me from childhood and that when I remembered him to call." I had no reason to lie. He wasn't my man not sure if he even loved me.

I could feel the air tense up in the elevator. My phone went off in my pocket. The vibrate was so loud. I reached for my phone in my back pocket and August snatched it.

He held it up and opened my phone. I wish that I would've changed my password now but apart of Eric's therapists trust exercise, we have to have each others pass codes.

"Oh, yo nigga texting you." I snatched my phone back and stood in front of the door. I just needed to get August home so I could bring Eric this lunch. That's all I'm going to do.

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The ride to August's house was quiet. I could tell something was on his mind but, he wouldn't let me in. I'm sure he was still mad at me from yesterday. Well I know he was, cause shit I was still mad too.

Though my reasoning is a little petty, I love him and I don't know why I put myself through. He has a whole family and I have Eric. But we seem to need each other to survive.

It's actually pretty pathetic. Now that I think about it. Love is stupid.

I saw his jaw loosen as he began to talk. "Listen. I know why you feel the way you do but I can't change a lot right now. I've just got a lot on my head and I'm not about to attempt to release it. All I know is that you can't leave my side."

He turned to me after I shut off the engine. "Look at me." I hesitantly turned to him. I could feel the tension and he said no words. His eyes said it all.

He was hurt, I could see it all over his face and I needed my hurt gone as well.

Fuck it.

I grabbed his hand and stared deeper into his eyes than ever before. We got out of the car and I unlocked the door. He pushed the door closed.

"I don't want to hurt you." He whispered. I turned toward him as he began to walk closer. I kept walking until my back hit the wall.

"I'm sure that you can't hurt me any worse than I've been hurt before." I watched him walk up to me. "You trust me, ma?" I nodded as he lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Please don't fight me, ma. I just want to make you feel like you should." I smiled as he ran his tongue down my collar bone. It didn't take long for me to feel his hard member in-between my legs.

"Take me to your room." I whispered in his ear. It was basically a moan. He began walking me up the stairs. I closed my eyes and began to tug on the skin on his neck trying to leave my love marks.

I heard him grunt it was beautiful. I don't know what the swirls of emotions were, the tingling in my body that sent me into a fit of ecstasy. "Grab a condom." I moaned. I opened my eyes to see his eyes in mine.

"Are you sure? We don't have to do anything you are---." I put my finger to his lips to stop him before I lost my nerve.

I reached down and pulled my my leggings off. I didn't have underwear on so there was no extra pulling.

I heard the condom wrapper rip and I knew there was no turning back now. "You ready?" He was so gentle with his words as he laid back in between my legs. I nodded my head.

As he entered I winced in pain. It had been a long while since I had sex and I've never had one so big.

He rocked in and out of my slowly letting me adjust to his size. He knew it was too much for me but I didn't want to stop.

Once I finally got used to him I could feel every ounce of pleasure I should've felt my first time. "Faster, August please." I moaned.

This session we were having felt amazing. His hands roamed my body, gripping my breast and then massaging my nipple. It sent chills through my body.

Everything started to get more and more physical.

"Fuck me harder, daddy. Please" I screamed. This was the best I ever had. Even tho there was one other man I assumed that fucking Aug was what I was supposed to do. It just felt right.

"Tell me you love me." He whispered. I hesitated as he looked me in the eyes. I was scared, but I knew I loved August. It was about him saying it back that scared me.

He pushed all of him self into me. "Oh my god. Daddy." He slid out and then forced himself in again. "I love you. I love you so much." I moaned.

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I woke up staring at the ceiling. It was way too familiar but, it wasn't mine.

August's