Power of the Pum Pum (From Guns to God)

Chapter 32

I chosed Tafari but he swiftly turned into not just a choice but a complusion. A bold, handsome tug that walked straight into my life and occupied every corner of my heart. The thought of him loving, touching, embracing another woman plagues my heart since of late.

Terry: Only one way to know if him fuck her eno
Terry: Ask her since you feel you affi know
Terry: Never know a so you cold eno.... You fuck pon the man and a question him loyalty
Terry: Girl you need to follow Sam advice and go back a church.

Terry was kinda right. Walking away from God was the worst thing I ever did.

When I was crippled by the horrific brawl with Tafari, I went to the only man I knew would give me his honest opinion. Uncle Sam of course.

I plop my head back as I remember his advice.
"Go back to a place of prayer Staci!" Uncle Sam uttered grinding the cane stem with his teeth.
"God is afflicting you to get you to repent"
"You don't get your heart's desires running from him. You get them when you run towards him"
"He is the author and finisher of our fate, go back to him"
"He will guide you. I'm not a fan of that trigger happy boy but God is better able to guide you than me"

Wisdom truly came with age, or was it experience? I'm not very sure. All I knew was that Sam knew what he was talking about. His words gave my spirit hope. I needed God more than ever now. Lately I have been feeling disconnected from God. I get the feeling that I have made Tafari an idol of my heart and God is a jealous God. He didn't like that I had made Tafari come between us.

"Tafari or Bobby?" Terry asked and pull me back to reality.

"What?" I rubbed my eyes.

"Who made you fall from grace?" She raised an eye brow.

"Tafari!" I answered firmly and sat up.
"Bobby likkle tickle pickle couldn't pull me from no where"

Terry widen her eyes and giggled.
"A that with you now!"
"You a get fresh"

Terry gazed and smirk at me for a moment. It made me feel weirdly subconscious.

"A wah now?"

Terry giggled.
"Yah glow massa"
"Yah glow yuh fuck!"
"Me a wonder how long yah wait pon fi tell me"

I looked away to hide my smile. "Not a thing nuh happen" I muttered and got up.

"Yea man cause Mary-Fay have me this big"

Terry pulled closer to me.
"Yah guh tell me or me must just assume?"

I rolled my eyes
"I don't know how we are still friends"
"Yes me use the toy!" I rolled my eyes again.

Terry broke out into vociferous laughter
"Hehe... Wow wow wow... Woiiii"
She clapped her hands and flung her body on the sofa as she filled the room with loud guffaws.

"Weh you seh good gyal?" Terry said between giggles.
"You use the wah?"
"Yea friend!" she extended her hand in a high five position and I resisted.
"Watch yah!"
"Touch it man! Gyal you broke out!"

"A that Tafari seh when him ketch me" I regreted the words as soon as they left my lips.

"Bombo!"Terry shouted and adjusted her posture.
"Rass!" she slapped my arm. "You too rass lie!"
"Then friend, how me just a know this?"

I sucked my teeth in a playful manner.
"After me a use the thing me only hear Sir shouted out behind me"
"When me look, cock stiff inna hand"

"Bombo now!" Terry shouted, spread her legs and did a little dance.

"Cho, mi will stop talk eno"
"Anyways, him step towards me, fling the toy to the side and we gwaan with we self"
I laughed to myself. Now that I recall the moment, it was indeed epic.