teen on set ~ marvel cast

janett

10 pm - y/n pov

i woke up again and lizzie was asleep underneath me.  i couldnt really sit up by myself but my body felt really stiff and i needed to move. i tried to push up to my elbows but my body didnt have it in me. 

the movement however woke lizzie up and she helped me to sit up "what do you need honey" she asked tiredly rubbing the sleep from her eyes. 

"i wanted to walk around but i dont think i will be able to" i groaned. 

"yeah you have to be in a wheelchair because you cant use crutches remember." lizzie said softly. 

"what? i thought just because my body was sore. do i actually have to be in a wheelchair?" i questioned. 

"for the first week yes" lizzie responded sympathetically, brushing a piece of hair behind my ear. "you dont remember?" i could tell lizzie was worried i was forgetting things again. 

"no-no i do now" i assured her. in truth i didnt remember that at all but i didn't need her to worry more than she already does.

"do you need anything else? she questioned clearly wanting to go back to sleep but i knew she wanted to hide it infront of me. 

"no im okay, just not tired anymore. you can go back to sleep i know your tired" i said stretching before immediately regretting it. lizzie made sure to double check i was alright before standing up to move to the couch that was in here. i was confused as to why she moved but didnt feel like talking. 

i decided to try to walk over to the window in this room. there was a comfortable enough looking chair beside it and i wanted to see the city. i shoved my phone in my pocket trying to slide off the side of the bed i managed to land on one foot and rested my casted foot on the floor. but even that sent a shot of pain up my leg. 

i grabbed the pole of whatever it was which i was connected to used it kinda as a support beam. i then hobbled almost hopping over to the chair. gently i lowered myself into the chair and looked out the window. the hospital was in the city so i saw many cars and flashing lights. it was beautiful really. 

i felt tears build up in my eyes again as i remembered my parents. as much as i hated them and they barely deserve that title they're still gone and its hard to accept that.

i pulled out my phone wanting to text someone, i needed to talk to someone. i leant my head back opening my messages with dahlia. 

my love

y/n 

please be up 

my love

i am, whats up

y/n 

nothing i just want to talk to someone i guess. 

how are you

my love

im good glad schools over. but i miss you y/n/n

y/n

its alright i miss me too

my love

your an idiot 

y/n

oh you love me