teen on set ~ marvel cast

remember me?

SHORT AND ASS 

y/ns pov 

i didnt stay sitting for long as i didnt want my thoughts to overwhelm me. instead i decided to clean the house. as much as i hated it usually a clean house was a clean mind. at least for me. 

i gently placed cosmo down in a small pop up cot that was in this lounge room and head upstairs. i play music through headphones as i begin cleaning the bathroom. i found myself immersed in the disney playlist i had put on. the girls bathroom itself took almost an hour. 

after that i went to the other bathrooms, loungerooms, pretty much everywhere i could trying to keep busy. i was just about to start on my monstrosity of a room when lizzie came upstairs. 

"sweetheart, its 1 oclock ive just made sandwiches for lunch please come and eat something" she walked over to me and put her hands on my arms looking at me softly.

"ill have something once i finish, i promise" i assured her and she tilted her head but quickly noticed the cleaning supplies by my side and furrowed her eyebrows. i simply explained what i was doing and she nodded but suggested i took a break. 

i refused to stop and headed to my room. 

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2 hours later i was finally finished and i went back down stairs for something to drink. but as i was walking down stairs i heard scarlett and lizzie talking in the kitchen. 

i shouldnt have eased dropped. but they were talking about me.

"no i see what your talking about, i feel like what your saying makes sense. like think back to what it was like at the beginning of filming" scarlett said first

"yeah, i cant tell if shes gotten better or worse since then, and i dont know how to bring it up" lizzie continued. " like scar i know todays a hard day but she hasnt eaten anything all day and its already 4pm, im getting worried that-" i decide to walk in now and as soon as i do they stop talking. 

in an awkward silence i grab a cup and fill it with water. 

luckily the silence was broken when everyone came bursting through the door. perfect timing. i smiled softly at my mother and scarlett then went to greet the rest of my chosen family. 

"hello cariño" dahlia wrapped her arms around me. "how you feeling?" she questioned softly resting our foreheads together. 

"im fine, ive kept busy" right as i said that robert shouted.

"you girls have been busy the house looks AMAZING" after that everyone started to notice the same thing and scarlett took no credit saying it was all me. 

once everyone settled down again it was 5pm and everyone decided to order in as half of us weren't hungry from the long day and the other half were starving. "y/n what are you ordering?" scarlett asked sitting down next to me. 

"im not-" i saw lizzie shoot me a look from the other couch and changed my answer "can i look at the menu" scarlett then nodded and passed me her laptop where she was ordering from. 

i scrolled through it for a second before picking my meal. once scarlett left lizzie looked at me and mouthed a thank you and im proud of you. i smiled back at her and nodded. 

an hour later (sorry for so many time skips)

3rd person pov

everyone and their families were enjoying their dinner however most had already gone up for an early dinner. the remaining 10 were watching coco per hayden and roses request. 

y/n already emotional from the day was almost in tears from the old man being forgotten. no one had noticed as she had her face covered in her hoodie but when it got to the end of the movie the flood gates opened. 

as miguel sung remember me y/n sobbed her eyes out. her and her brother had gone to see the movie when it first came out. they loved it. her brother had learned remember me on the guitar whilst he got little y/n to sing with him. 

that memory made the moment all the more sadder. it reminded her of her brother too much. she could practically hear his voice in her ears to remember him. 

" remember me, though I have to say goodbye"

she felt bad for never talking about him now.

 "remember me, don't let it make you cry" 

was he in pain now. forgotten?

"for ever if I'm far away, i hold you in my heart"

her heart clenched at the lyrics. did she not care about him anymore?

" i sing a secret song to you, each night we are apart"

the lullabies he would sing to her came crashing back into her memories. how he sacrificed his own sleep to help her. 

"remember me" 

shes trying

"though i have to travel far, remember me" 

too far, she thought.

"each time you hear a sad guitar, know that I'm with you, the only way that I can be"

her brother and her always planned to be musicians. 

"until you're in my arms again, remember me" the cartoon sung teary aswell. 

when will y/n die. when can she finally be in her brothers arms again. 

"happy birthday (brothers name)" she whispered.