teen on set ~ marvel cast

toilet bowl trauma

not proof read 

tw vomiting 

y/n pov

as i hugged lizzie i felt like i was okay again. the world melted around me passing in a blur. i resituated a bit and got more comfortable. her hands never left my hair gently playing with it or scratching my scalp.

i felt myself falling asleep again all the crying mustve made me tired or some shit. using my foot i maneuvered a blanket on top of me and closed my eyes. "go to sleep sweetheart, im here" she whispered before placing a kiss on my temple. 

i was asleep in seconds as i had not been getting good sleep recently i could tell this nap was going to be something. 

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"DINNER" i hear a loud voice wake me from my sleep. i groaned trying to go back to sleep as i was in the middle of a really good dream. i moved and noticed i was still laying on someone. lizzies legs have got to be dead by now. 

"dinner then bed darling" lizzie said noticing i was unwillingly awake now as she started to sit up thus pulling me up with her. 

"im not hungry, imma sleep" i said slumping into her and drifting off again. 

"no, up" she laughed tucking hair behind my ears. i opened my eyes and looked at her. i gave her a questioning look and she smiled at me. everyone started to come downstairs now, some looking like they woke from a nap themselves. 

lizzie and i joined them at the table. "so i think its safe to say the girls won today" scarlet smirked taking a bite of her dinner. 

"i wouldnt say that" renner shook his head causing scar to throw a piece of lettuce at him. 

"what with hemsworth guttering every ball in bowling and evans detective skills or lack there of" tom shook his head admitting defeat. scarlett and zendaya highfived over the table causing everyone to laugh. 

"mrs pine?" hemsworths daughter india asked causing the woman to look at her. "can you come surfing with us tomorrow?" dahlias mother looked at hemsworth and his wife seeing if it was okay. 

"it would be an honour" chris laughed and so it was settled the hemsworths and the pines were going surfing together with ofcourse anyone else that wanted to come. 

alot of people agreed seeing as it wasnt often we got such a long break from filming and i felt dahlia and lizzie look towards me. 

"do you want me to stay home with you" dahlia asked since she was sitting right next to me. but i quickly shook my head. 

"you go have fun with your family, ill be fine" i reassured her grabbing her hand under the table. 

"no if you need me, im happy to stay home with you" she grabbed both my hands rubbing her thumbs over my knuckles. 

i smiled shaking my head. "dahlia i know you want to go, like surfing with chris hemsworth, come on i know you" 

"maybe, but im serious if you need me tomorrow im staying home" i nodded excepting that people want to be there for me. i shifted in my chair moving to sit on my legs. 

i ate a couple mouthfuls of dinner but wasnt interested. all i was thinking about was my brother. "im going to bed, goodnight" i said standing up from the table and leaving up the stairs before anyone could call out to me. 

i turned my bedroom light off the only light in the room coming from my music playing on the tv. i collapsed into bed unable to fall asleep. probably 20 minutes later my bedroom door opened again. 

i lifted my head and saw dahlia walking in it looked like she had just had a shower. she came in and laid beside me in bed. she wrapped her body around mine and placed soft kisses along my jaw line. no words needed to be said we simply laid there together in silence. 

the thought of tomorrow seriously made me sick to my stomach. i had no distractions so as i kept thinking about the feeling only grew bigger. i threw the blankets off of me hoping if i cool down it will go away. 

"whats wrong?" dahlia asked sitting up with me. i couldnt answer her as i coughed and quickly jumped up to rush to the bathroom. 

i fell in front of the toilet vomiting out everything in me. it didn't seem to stop. i hated it. ive always hated throwing up. 

once i finally finished tears had welled in my eyes. i flushed the toilets and slumped against the bathroom cabinets. lizzie and scarlett who mustve come up stairs as well were standing in the doorway of the bathroom concern written on their faces. 

wonderful. i got my cup of the bench filling it with water and drinking it. tasted like toothpaste but it was better than the other taste in my mouth. "sweetheart your very pale, do you feel okay?" lizzie asked looking to scarlett for guidence. the latter just nodded at my mother and lizzie turned back to me placing a hand on my knee. 

"dahlia could you go get some crushed ice from downstairs" scarlett asked and my girlfriend nodded rubbing my shoulder and getting up. 

"i just feel sick thinking about tomorrow, this always happens im fine" i brushed it off trying to stand up. but i just ended up over the toilet bowl again. 

after that i was finally done and grabbed a new toothbrush to brush my teeth since i didnt want to use my one for this. anyway after that i turned back to see lizzie and scarlett having a conversation just outside the bathroom. 

"thank you for caring but im going to sleep now" i smiled weakly at the pair before walking off again. dahlia came in with the ice and i thanked her sitting up in bed.