teen on set ~ marvel cast

the handover

tw talk of abuse neglect and rape

y/n pov
i must've fallen asleep on the plane because when i woke up i thought everything in my life was okay.

but when is anything in my life okay at this point.

i only have a meer couple of hours until all my stability is ripped away from me. i hadn't talked since the house and i could tell lizzie was just as pained as i was.

i'm just praying to the gods this couple aren't like my parents. i couldn't go through that for a second time.

we were in a fancy first class where it was like a mini room so i was laying on top of my mother listening to her heartbeat. she played with my hair and stared out the window and i suppose we were both going through every scenario of a million different things.

i was thinking of what if i get a nightmare or panic attack and they can't help me. i feel like a needy toddler but i need lizzie by my side.

what if the other kids hate me like lila. what if they expose my life and everything out to everyone. i'm not mentally ready for that day to come.

"i'm going to miss you, like really miss you mum" i whispered trying to keep the tears back. it felt like all i do nowadays is cry. it used to be hard to cry but now the littlest things can make me cry.

"i'm not letting myself say that. i will fight for you y/n and i will adopt you and you will always be safe with me" lizzie said holding my head. i looked up at her and she kissed my forehead softly. "you are my daughter y/n, blood or not"

"you are my real mother the one i've alwyas needed" i could tell she was holding back tears now as she tightened her grip around me.

we both fell asleep again as when i woke up we had landed and a flight attendant was leaning over us. (idc if aus to america isn't one flight)

as soon as we stepped of that plane i felt like i couldn't breathe. i saw the couple sitting in the first class lounge not noticing us yet.

i started backing away trying to find a different exit but lizzie held my arm. "it'll be okay" she whispered to me but i shook my head with tears in my eyes.

"no mama please, please don't make me go with them. i cant. i need you" i cried into her chest which caught the attention of the couple. they warily stood up and walked over to us.

i could tell they were standing there awkwardly waiting for a time to butt in but i couldn't stop crying. lizzie rubbed my back holding me as tight as i was. "i'll call you tonight okay baby, you'll be okay" she assured me and i just looked up at her with teary eyes and faced the couple with my head down.

"you must be elizabeth" the man said and of course she's elizabeth. she's elizabeth fucking olsen you blind bat.

"mhm" she mumbled trying to hold it together. to any other person she looked fine. she is an actor but everyone has their tells and i can tell when my mother is upset.

"y/n it's nice to finally meet you" the lady said and i looked at them both. finally? i only knew about and met you yesterday what's this finally bullshit. my eyes flicked between the two before i nodded giving them a short half assed smile.

"we better head off if we want to make it home for dinner" she said again but i didn't move. i couldn't. my body wouldn't let me.

dylan tried to take my suitcase for me but i held onto it tightly. i'm not an easily trusting person. who knows if they are going to flip a switch as soon as we get in the car. trust me i've had more than enough experience with that.

lizzie nudged me and i turned to her with a hopeful look. hopefully this was all a misunderstanding or a really cruel joke.

she smiled sadly and kissed my forehead again. "i'll see you in 2 days for press" i nodded still not being able to say anything.

tomorrow i had a meeting with my team for outfits and how to answer questions which i was quite nervous about.

"i'll call you tonight" i told her finding my voice and hugging her tightly. she slipped something into my hand as i pulled away and i looked at it to see her favourite ring. a gold band with a green jewel. it was simple but everything. i think her mother gave it to her when she was my age. or atleast that's what she told me when i had asked about it.

without being able to delay it any longer i left with the couple. i felt nothing.

the guy tried to start a conversation in the car but i didn't answer. i had put my noise canceling headphones on but when the music fades i heard the woman say to give me time.

i wonder how much of my story they know.

lizzie's pov
as soon as y/n was out of sight with the couple i rushed to the luckily empty bathroom and broke down.

i slid to the floor not caring about the cleanliness as sobs wracked through my body. i had so much worry and fear inside me i couldn't breathe. it was all bubbling out

my ears started to ring as my hand flew to my chest in panic. i can't breathe.

what if they are like her parents, what if she's neglected or abused or even raped. i dont trust them with my daughter. i'm sure they are a nice enough couple but i can't help but feel anger towards them.

what if she gets a nightmare and can't calm down because i'm not there to help her. what if they kids are like her adopted sister layla? no lila.

a buzzing in my pocket catches me of guard for a second before it stops i check it through watery eyes to see ashley asking where i was.

oh yeah the twins were supposed to meet y/n this week.

a/n
remember to take care of yourselves please. be kind to yourself love yourself because i love you guys. (if you couldn't tell by the last chapters )

ALSO some people have said they can't see the other chapter called rainy troubles it should be the 2nd one back from this one so just lemme know if you's can see it.

lots of love, your author.