teen on set ~ marvel cast

they care

lizzies pov

she didnt respond so i was quick to start talking again. "you dont have to if you dont want to of course. i just, i dont know. it could help-" i started

"im allowed?" she seemed confused. 

"yes ofcourse your allowed. not letting you see a therapist is like not letting you see a doctor. and i have a therapist it is normal to go to therapy so if you want you can"

"i-imean i would" she paused. "but i dont think i could talk about it all again. i want to forget it all not have someone try and understand my life only to tell me things i already know" she explained and i got what she ment. i thought the idea was stupid when i first went as well, i just didnt think it was for me. but it helped me atleast. " i didnt know you had a therapist?" she added. 

"my mum suggested i went after i started to get a lot of negative attention online, i didnt handle it well and therapy helped me. but i can understand where your coming from and why you dont want to do it, but im not going to force you to go. just know you can if you change your mind" 

she shifted on her feet and nodded i asked if she wanted a hug and she happily excepted melting into my embrace. I held her up slightly to get the pressure off her foot and she held onto me tighter. 

"its all going to be okay sweetheart" i assured her rubbing her back softly. she hummed against my chest not letting go. 

"i think im just going to go take a nap, my social battery's out" she whispered pulling away. 

"do you want me to carry you up so its faster" i brushed a piece of her hair behind her ear. she silently nodded but before i did the side door opened. dahlia walked in holding cosmo at arms length. 

"um scar?" she started and instantly everyone could smell whats up. 

y/ns pov

i rested my head on lizzies shoulder as she carried me up the stairs. it felt stupid considering anyone in the house could see especially the fact there was teenagers here but i really couldnt care right now. i dont have the energy. 

"thank you" i whispered once i was in my bed. 

"its no problem sweetheart" she smiled at me with a sad look. i could tell she was starting to get more worried about me for more reasons then my physical health. 

lizzie left my room and i laid down putting on my headphones to listen to some music. the first song to play was wwimf by billie eilish. its like the world wants me to cry today. i was laying on my side staring ahead when all of a sudden i felt a body laydown behind me. i instantly knew it was dahlia. i rolled over to face her and she looked at me with the same expression lizzie had on earlier. 

instead of making me talk she starts to softly sing what sounds like a spanish lullaby. she adjusts slightly and pulls me ontop of her. my head was between her boobs and i seriously cant complain. after a minute our breathing matched up and i was beginning to fall asleep. 

when i woke up next it was 5pm and i was still laying on dahlia. she was going through what i assumed was tik tok playing with my hair gently. 

"good evening mi amor" she whispers into the silent room. i hummed not having the energy to speak. its his  birthday in two days so its no surprise i have no energy. im always misrible on that day and no one has cared or noticed before. ill just have to be better at hiding it this year. 

a minute later i hear hemsworth calling everyone downstairs for dinner as it was the evening now everyone had gone to do their own thing. the both of us made no move to get up and there was a knock at my door. dahls looked down at me before smiling and answering "come in"

"your chariot awaits mini olsen" chris evans said walking into my bedroom. i sat up and dahlia looked at me confused and amused. 

evans bent down and instead of picking me up like a normal person he throws me over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. "come on dahlia i bet i could hold the both of you" he got down on his other knee. 

"are you sure about that, you have to go down stairs" dahls said unsure. chris just gave her a smirk and she gave in. he walked out of the bedroom and everyone was downstairs having a goodtime. 

music was still playing and there was an extra table set up on the end as a kids table so everyone could fit. dinner was served and everyone immediately dug in. i was seated between scarlett and lizzie. dahlia had sat with her brother since it was the only other free seat. i wasnt awfully hungry as i just felt gross and i couldnt figure out why. 

i poured myself a cup of water but mainly just sat there enjoying the music trying not to seem like something was wrong. cause literally speaking there was nothing wrong in my life currently. 

scars pov

lizzie had begun telling me her concerns about y/n and i cant help but notice the same things. she didnt want to make a big deal about it but i could tell she was worried. the poor teen was sat between us keeping to herself. 

lizzie shot me a look and i motioned for her to serve y/n something to eat as it became aware she wasnt going to do it herself. y/n had fallen asleep just before lunch and slept through till dinner so really all shes had today was some fruit. not enough for a teenager hell not even enough for a baby. 

a/n ugh the chapters have been so boring lately