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Is it pathetic, how much I still hope it's you and me in the end.
Jang-Soo's pov :
"Let's break up!" That was all I could think about as I watched Su-Jin pleading with me not to go out there and lure the sphere. She was sobbing frantically, and all I wanted to do was wrap my arms around her and tell her everything would be fine, that I would be fine, but I couldn't as I may not be.
I wished that I could tell her that "Whatever happens after this, I just want you to know that this was worth it, you were worth it, you are worth everything." Yet, I couldn't, or more precisely shouldn't.
I wished I could tell her how much I loved her, yet I couldn't because I didn't want that to be the last thing she recalled hearing from me. I needed her to despise me so she could forget about me if something bad happened.
I watched as she opened her mouth and then shut it again, as if she couldn't find the right words to say.
"W..what?" She then asked, struggling with words, and her tone made my heart shatter into a million little pieces.
"I am breakingup with you, right here right now." I said coldly,struggling to keep my feelings at bay. I snatched my arm from her hands, the same little hands I used to love holding all the time.
When I saw her face drop, I almost gave up and just embraced her closely, apologising and assuring her that it was all a facade. Yet, I stopped myself from doing so, because then, no one will come out safely from this place including her.
I took one last glance at her beautiful face before heading away and towards the door, the others, who had been staring at us for the entire time, began to follow me, but Su-Jin didn't; she just stood in the same spot, and I was thankful that she didn't follow me or try to stop me.
Su-Jin's pov :
After Jang-Soo left, I simply stood there bawling my heart out, releasing it all. I was not concerned about the spheres any longer, nor did I care about living or surviving. I was only concerned about Jang-Soo.
"Why was it so easy for him to make it so hard for me ?"
Yet the worst thing wasn't him leaving, it was me hoping he would come back, safely. Yes, I was hurt by his words, yet his departure was more painful."How can someone be so full of love and heartbreak at the same time!"
