Our Heart Desire [ Jack x Reader ] Identity V

[ Chapter 19 ]

Jack POV after the accident

It's been a few days since the accident, and here I am still regretting what I have done. (Y/N).. the only person I love the most haven't opened her eyes just yet, I miss her. I miss her voice, i miss her caring eyes, her soft touch, her... everything. "What have I done....", "Sorry, it's all my fault" it's the only words that can come out my mouth at the moment.

I have been locked away in my room for so long, I want to see her right now. I don't even care if I got punish as long as I can see her. So, I manage to sneak away by using my invisible mist ability and go to the survivor side during midnight and head towards (Y/N) room. When I arrive, I try not to make any noise and open her door slowly, I move towards her bed and there she is laying down with her eyes close....

I kneel down next to her bed as I pick up her soft hand and press it against my cheek, "(Y/N).. I'm so sorry for what I have done to hurt you, you are sleeping so soundly make my heart ache not knowing when you will wake up. It made me terrified having that in my head... so princess, please wake up soon and I promise I won't hurt you anymore even though......." I cannot finish the sentences I want to say, maybe it's because I don't want it to happen that way, but if it's the only way to keep you safe then it's the only choice I have.

Little did I know, I sense someone is nearby the door. "...Naib Subedar" I mumble as I take a little glance towards the door, "he'll take care of you, I trust him to be on your side when I'm not able too" I kiss (Y/N) hand softly as tears falling down my cheek. "Ah... (Y/N), you know you can't leave me hanging like this" as I move closer to you as I begin to kiss your forehead and slowly heading down to your lips. Our lips sealed as the wind blows from the nearby window causing the curtains swings in harmony. As I pull up my lips, and caress her for the last time this night, I walk towards the door and see Naib Subedar stand still in front. "Heh... look who it is, little Naib Subedar" as I smirk. "You..." Naib mumbled, "YOU BETTER BE THERE FOR HER WHEN SHE WAKE UP" Naib yelled as he grabs my collar. It's my first-time seeing Subedar crying in front of anybody, he is one of the people who tend to hide his feelings, but this time is different, that's when I knew he really do care about her. His expression is priceless, I can see rage and sadness in one. I take his hand from my collar and grab it tightly as I finally decide what I want to do for (Y/N). I lean down to his ear and whisper everything I want to say..., base on his shock face he doesn't fully agree but I know he will at the end. I give him a small smile as I walk away to the garden visited the tree spot where we used to date.
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"I will always love you, Forever (Y/N)"