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Faking it- luke

Luke's POV-
It's been 53 days since you told me you were in love with me

You told me that I was the only one for you and that I was the only reason that you are alive today, I didn't know what to say so I just walked away, the boys told me to say that I love you too, it's just that...that's not a simple task to do.

It's been 50 days since I told you that I loved you too

They told me it was the right thing to do, I felt the need to tell you that I loved you too, when I told you I saw a flash of hope in your eyes, and I told you there was no reason to cry, that night I held you in my arms until you had to say goodbye.

It's been 41 days since I found out about your scars

I had no clue what to do, no one prepared me for this kind of news, only if someone told me before, maybe then I wouldn't be crying on the floor, I don't know why you want to die, but please don't cry my dear, you're the apple of my eye.

It's been 36 days since your first attempt

Is it your intention to hurt the ones you love? Or maybe you just feel the need to be sent to heaven above, I'll be your savior if you stay, there is no reason to go away, I'll tell you 'I love you' everyday, just don't leave me alone today.

It's been 26 days since you left the hospital

You're back home where you belong, please don't ever make me say so long, meanwhile I've been writing you a song, I've been working on it all year long, hopefully you'll love it enough to sing along, please don't let me be wrong.

It's been 20 days since you said you hated me

I told you news that gave you the blues, I told you that you were my muse & I did what I did was because I was ' missing you', but you said "screw you", missing you wasn't an excuse, & now you've gone to self abuse while I treat myself with some booze.

It's been 10 days since I told you I was faking it

I told you that I never loved you, I told you that i felt bad for you, you told me that you somehow knew, I never thought It would be me who broke your heart, but that's just how things are, I didn't mean to leave you with a scar, maybe our love was too bizarre.

It's been 5 days since you left me

I knew what I did was wrong, because now you're gone, you left me and I still haven't finished that song, I am so sorry for lying to you all along, I should have never told you something so wrong, I should have told you I never loved you all along.

It's been 0 days since I've stopped missing you

I don't deserve a life, because I made you give up your fight, I miss you mostly at night, when nothing seems to be right, I wish that everything was alright, but now I'm seeing everything in black and white, I need you by my side, but now you're seeing the light.

Oh fuck I forgot I wrote this...this probably doesn't even make sense