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Amnesia

Luke- 2 weeks (his POV writing in a journal)

It's officially been 2 weeks since you woke up with amnesia and I'm dying, I shouldn't have said what I said, I was drunk and hurt because of the texts that I found on your phone, I know I shouldn't have looked at your texts but I couldn't help it, your phone kept going off and I was curious, and the texts that I saw literally broke me...they were from some guy named Jacob, but I didn't know he was your cousin, and I didn't really sleep with your sister I just didn't know what to say, I felt so hurt and I needed to make you feel the way you made me feel. I feel like the world is trying to tell me something, the world is trying to tell me that we should have never even met, the world obviously wants you to forget about me and everything we've done and everything we have ever been through and I just can't take it! I can't handle all this pain anymore...will it ever stop? I've been writing to you for 2 weeks...I don't think I will ever show you the words that I've been scribbling down on these pages...not unless it's necessary...I would write something like "remember that time when we thought it was going to be a beautiful day so we went for a walk in the park but it ended up raining and so instead of going home we decided to dance and play in the rain?" But what's the point of it if i know you don't remember that...that was a fun day it feels like it happened so long ago but it was really only like a month ago...I can still remember what you wore that day...your hair was perfectly curled and you had black and purple converse and black skinny jeans on with your purple 'i love ponies' shirt on and I thought It was just the cutest thing ever when you got upset because you didn't want your pony shirt getting wet. I can recall every moment we ever had whether it was good or bad...from the time that your hamster died to the time that you told me you loved me...I remember it all and I'm desperately waiting for you to remember. I have been patient this entire time and the doctors say that there's a small chance that you will remember me but I have hope...very little hope but it's still hope none the less. Please remember me, I will always love you. -Luke

Ashton- first day (your POV)

(Y/N)- your name (Y/M/N)-your moms name (Y/D/N)- your dad's name (Y/B/N)- your brothers name (Y/S/N)- your sisters name

You woke up in an unfamiliar place, the walls are all white and the room looks plain...You see that You're hooked up to machines and You start to panic a little but then It hit you like a ton of bricks, you're in a hospital...why the hell am I here? You wondered, you see a boy walk into the room and his eyes widen and he runs out of the room yelling for a nurse and You are more confused than ever. He returns into the room with a nurse next to him, the nurse is surprised to see you awake, "what's going on?" You ask with a hoarse voice and the nurse simply replies "you were in a coma" and You immediately freak out "a coma?!? What happened?! How long have I been in a coma?!?" And the boy answers "you got into an...accident and you've been in a coma for about 2 and a half months now." He replies sadly and You look at him and all You can see is pain flash through his eyes, "I'm sorry but do I know you?" You ask quietly and You can see him tense up, unable to move or speak, and now You feel bad for asking that. He looked toward the nurse and she walked him out of the room and left me with my thoughts and you can hear the boy yell, followed by a sob and a whisper "WHY CANT SHE REMEMBER ME? This is all my fault." And You immediately feel his pain...do I know him? You thought to yourself, you soon see a doctor rush into the room, he has a clipboard in his hand and he says "okay, I'm going to ask you some questions and I need you to respond honestly and the best you can." You just nod as he speaks up again, "what's your name" he asks "(Y/N)" You respond "who does your family consist of?" He asks "(Y/M/N), (Y/D/N), (Y/B/N), (Y/S/N)" You respond again "and who is this" he says pointing the the boy and You just shake your head and shrug your shoulders and You look at the sad boy and see that he's hurt and on the verge of tears. "I'm sorry." You say quietly, seeing this boy in pain makes you want to cry. He shakes his head and silently walks out of the room and You ask the doctor "who is that boy? Why did he look so hurt when I said that I didn't know him...was he someone important to me?" He nodded and said "you were important to each other, everyday for two and a half months that boy came in to see you, even though you couldn't respond he would talk to you and when he would always say 'I love you' and 'I'm sorry' he would walk out in tears because he thought you would never say i love you back, he's madly in love with you and he's terribly sorry this happened to you" he says and You feel a tear slide down my face, I can't even remember the person who loves me most, I am a terrible person, You thought sadly.

Calum- 1 month (his POV)

It's been a whole month since (Y/N) forgot who I was, a whole month since her ass of an ex hurt her, and it still hurts. I know I should have stayed home with her that day, but I had to go to the studio to record some vocals for a new song we're working on, that could've waited for another day. Everyday she has has lesser chance of remembering her own boyfriend, I just want to be able to say 'I love you' and kiss her beautiful face everyday...I just want to scream it from the roof tops but I know that I can't, I can't even handle being around her without wanting to break down crying, she's my everything...she's the only reason I have the motivation to get up everyday and live my life...I don't know what I would do without her...I don't want to live on this world without her...she's the only thing I have left. I tried my best to move on from the pain but every time I see her I can just feel my heart just ripping apart all over again...I can't be healed...not until I get my one true love back. I can't help but to reach out to her even though she's not here right now "Please, I need you" I whispered to myself and broke down in silent sobs

Michael- currently in a coma (Your POV)

You shot up from your sleep again for what felt like the millionth time this week...You keep having the same dream about the same unrecognizable boy, You have never seen this boy in your life but he still keeps appearing in your reoccurring dreams. It's an odd dream about a weird boy whom you seem to know pretty well...in your dreams anyway...from what You have gathered from the dream is that You call him Michael and he has an eyebrow piercing and red hair...not a natural red...like bright red sorta like Elmo...it's weird...it's like flashbacks cut into pieces...it starts off with you and him laying in bed watching a movie together, you're snuggling into him and you and him seemed happy...then it cuts to a different time but this time it shows you two arguing about something and you breaking down into sobs and telling him to get out of your house...and then it cuts to you on your bathroom floor sobbing with pills in your hand, but then the dream takes a terrible turn, it cuts to a part where he starts screaming and crying out your name and he's in his room sobbing and whispering "no, please come back" and the the worst part of them all it goes to a part where he gets up and walks to his closet and pulls out a bag and he pulls out a gun and puts it up to his head and squeezes his eyes shut tightly...but that's where it ends every time...You never seem to get to finish the dream because You always wake up screaming his name...you guess You'll never know...I don't think I want to see what happens next, you think to yourself.

That's it...sorry for how short Calum's and Mikey's are...I didn't know what to do for those...and if you don't understand Mikey's I'll explain it to you...it says "currently in a coma" because you're still in the coma but you don't know that...you just think that you've been having terrible dreams...but in reality it's just your mind trying hard to remember the good and bad memories. In the end of Mikey's, it says that he shoots himself, which is true, after finding out about you trying to kill yourself he thinks it's all his fault, he called an ambulance and they found out that you were still breathing but you were in a coma, being in a coma for months, the doctors said that they might have to pull the plug, Mikey can't handle that type of pain so he ends his life, you somehow knew that even though you're in a coma, it's like you're connected somehow.