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You think he's going to hit you

Luke-
You were having a day at home, you didn't feel like going to work, you didn't even feel like getting out of bed today, it felt as if you almost couldn't. Luke has been bitching for you to get out of bed all day and all you could do is quietly reply with things like 'I cant' and 'please don't make me' because it was true, you couldn't, your brain was telling your body to stay in bed. You laid there thinking about life, As far as you knew your life was pretty good so you didn't know why you felt this way. Luke walked into the room and stood by the door  "(Y/N), you have to get out of bed." He said quietly but loud enough for you to hear. "Go away" you whispered so that he couldn't hear you "do you want me to at least want me to call work and tell you that you won't be coming in today" Luke said with a sigh. "Just go away!" You yelled and his eyes went wide, you never yell at Luke so he was pretty surprised "what the hell is wrong with you today?" He whispered as he walked out. You felt like crying but you couldn't, you didn't know what was wrong. You've never felt this way before. You decided to put your feelings aside and got out of bed, you instantly felt terrible, but your face was emotionless. You walked into the room where Luke was and you heard him talking to someone on the phone "yeah ash, she's completely out of it, she won't get out of bed and she yelled at me for the first time." He said to who you assume was Ashton. Luke saw you said goodbye to Ashton "uhh are..are you alright?" He said and you sat down on the couch next to him all you did was shrugged. "For gods sake (Y/N)! I can't help you if you don't tell me what's going on!" He yelled and you suddenly felt angry "I don't know, Luke! I don't know what the hell is going on! I don't know what I feel or why I feel this way!" You yelled and he lifted his hand and you flinched "oh god, you didn't think I was going to hit you did you?" He said in a panicked tone. You shrugged again and walked away and went to lay back in your bed for the rest of the day.

Ashton-
"YOU CAN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING RIGHT!" Ashton yelled with fury in his tone "I DON'T SEE YOU TRYING, YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!" You yelled back, you two were in an another argument about something really pointless, but it apparently meant something to Ashton. "I DO EVERYTHING! YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THIS ONE THING!" He spat back at you. With every word he said you felt yourself get closer and closer to breaking down, "I try hard, I really do, but maybe I should just leave." You said in a low monotone voice. You began to walk away but Ashton grabbed your arm, "I hate fighting with you. Please don't leave." He whispered trying to pull you back to get you to stay "If you hate it then why do we do it? You always seem to pick out my flaws and yell at me for it." You whispered in a broken voice. "I don't mean to. I have no filter, I just say what's on my mind." He whispered back. "So...everything you said to me...you meant it?" You said while breaking down, you felt a tear slip down your face, "no baby, I don't mean what I say..." you saw Ashton lift his had to wipe away your tear but you flinched away. "Did you just...did you just flinch?" He whispered in a hurt tone and you shrugged "you know I'd never intentionally hurt you, right?" He said in a panicked tone, he seemed like he was afraid to lose you. "Y-yeah, I know that." You whispered and you hugged Ashton. He held onto you tightly, like this would be the last time he'd ever get to hold you. "I love you so much, please don't ever be afraid of me." He whispered on the brink of crying. You nodded "I love you too." You said cautiously "please don't leave me." He whispered "I won't baby, I won't." You said with no emotion in your voice.

Calum-
Drunk. The one word that came to your mind when Calum called you that night. "Calum are you drunk?" You asked in a serious tone "no...I don't...no I...what?" He stumbled confused by the question. "I'm going to bed, you should too, go drink some water and go to bed Calum." You said to your drunk boyfriend "why don't you love me anymore?" He said all of a sudden "w-what? What do you mean I don't love you?" You asked sadly "you don't love me...you love somebody else." He said sadly and you blinked in confusion "Calum, go to sleep...we will talk about this when you're sober." You said cautiously making sure that he heard you correctly. "I'm coming over." He said "no Calum! Don't drive dru-" he cut you off before you could finish you stared at your phone in disbelief, he did not just hang up on you. You called him back "what is it (Y/N)? It's dangerous to talk on the phone and drive at the same time." He told you like you were stupid. "You shouldn't be driving in the first place!" You yelled "goodbye (Y/N), I'll see you soon" he said before hanging up again. 20 minutes later you heard a knock on your door and you quickly ran to the door "Calum, what the hell? You could've crashed! It's so dange-" you said before he cut you off with a kiss "you talk too much." He said before kissing you again and you pushed him away "Calum, you're drunk." You said seriously "and horny, now can we fuck?" He said in a kind of annoyed voice "no Calum. No now, not when you're wasted." You said matching his annoyed tone. "You're cheating on me aren't you? Where is he (Y/N)? Is he here? Who is he?!" He bombarded you with questions and you shook your head "I'm not cheating on you Calum." You said in a hurt voice "DON'T LIE TO ME!" He yelled while raising his hand to hit you and you backed away against the wall. "I'm going to bed, you can sleep on the couch until you're sober enough to drive." Your voice cracked as you spoke every word. "I-I wasn't going t-to hit you." He whispered "sure okay, go to sleep and we can talk about it in the morning." You said while walking upstairs to your bedroom. "Goodnight (Y/N)" he said quietly.

Michael-
You opened the front door to see an angry Michael standing there. "Michael? what's wrong?" He didn't say anything he just walked in and hastily took off his jacket while shutting the door. He pushed you against the wall and held your hands above your head with one hand and grabbed one of your breasts with the other as he started kissing your neck. You were flustered and unsure of what to do, your best friend of 4 years was touching you intimately. "M-Michael" you whimpered and he hummed against your new hickey. "What are you doing? Is everything alright?" You asked and much to your dismay he pulled away leaving you there in shock. "Bad day. It was a very bad day! I need to get out all of this anger and I didn't know where to go! God I'm so stupid! I'm so sorry (Y/N)." He said quickly while walking away from you "wait, d-do you wanna talk about it?" You stuttered out and he nodded "well first of all I wrote a song and the boys completely shot it down and my girlfriend said we needed a break, like what does that even mean? Are we breaking up or taking a break? I don't understand! Oh and my fucking best friend totally forgot to mention the fact that he was fucking her behind my back!" He yelled angrily as he punched the wall next to your head. You let out a Yelp and slid down the wall and sat on the floor. "Oh my god...oh my god! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to-" he leaned down to wipe the tears that you didn't know we're streaming down your face and you flinched and looked up at the hole in your wall "please don't be afraid of me." He whispered and you looked down and sobbed into your hands "why did you come here Michael? To use me? To abuse me?" You said with a broken voice and he shook his head "god no! I came here to...well...I don't know" he said unsure of his choices "just go Michael....just leave...please" you whispered the last part and he nodded and left, just like that "I'll be back tomorrow to talk about it." He said before closing the door to leave you there to cry on the floor.