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Abuse- mental/emotional abuse (luke)

"What an idiot" Luke and his friends laughed at your spelling mistake. You knew he was joking but it still hurt. You tried to laugh it off but you were visibly upset when Luke said "lighten up, (Y/N). It's a joke...not a dick, don't take it so hard." Luke laughed again and you just faked a smile. You didn't understand Luke's humor at all. You don't understand how someone who claims to love you, can purposly hurt you so easily. You're not completely sure if his intentions are so innocent and jokingly anymore...it feels as if he actually means the things he says. You're tired of being treated like this. You love Luke, you really do...but he's turned into someone you're really starting to despise. It's gotten to the point to where you think you're going to leave him...the idea is becoming more comforting. You call up a friend to ask for some advice "I don't know what to do. He makes me feel stupid. I'm really insecure about everything now. I think twice about a lot of the things I do." You said to your friend on the phone and she listened and slowly she grew angry. "(Y/N), that's abuse. It's mental and emotional abuse and it's not healthy. He's toxic. You've gotta tell him to change or leave him...I suggest the second option. Some people never change." She said to you in a worried voice. You stayed quite for a few seconds, trying to gather your thoughts "but I love him..." You whispered into the phone. "I know you do...But sometimes when you love something you have to set it free. Think about what's best for you." Your friend said wisefully and you knew she was right. "Okay...You're right. I've gotta let him go." You huffed. You were planning on doing it tonight. Breaking up isn't so easy to do but you've got a feeling that it'll hurt you more than it'll hurt him. Later that night when Luke came home from having a night with the boys you greeted him at the door and pulled him over to the sofa. He sat down and spoke "what's going on, (Y/N)? Why do you look so serious?" You sighed and softly said "because we're about to have a serious talk...about us." You now felt tears brimming your eyes but you just blinked them away. You had to stay strong for this. You didn't want him to see you break. "What about us? What's wrong?" He said slightly worried now. You shook your head and spoke again "it's not working...I don't like who you've become. I really liked you at first but now...You treat me terribly. You're always making fun of me and you and your friends always laugh at me. It isn't fun for me. I don't find it funny, Luke." You breathed out a sigh of relief...You're happy you finally told him how you feel. He's baffled. He didn't know that's how you felt. "I'm sorry (Y/N)...it won't happen again. I don't know how to act when I'm around the boys." He said plainly. You shook your head "no Luke...You're not understanding me. I mean were done. We're over. It isn't just when you're around the boys. This happens all of the time. It's mental abuse. I won't let myself be abused anymore." You said slightly louder than your normal talking voice. He still didn't seem to care much. "If that's what you want...then so be it. But don't label me as an abuser, (Y/N)." He spoke angrily. You huffed "that's what you are Lucas! I'm calling you out for what you are! You can't just pretend that you're not! If you don't change, no one is going to want to be with you. No one wants to feel like shit all of the time! Now pack up and leave. I'm done." You said loudly. You felt so empowered. You feel strong. Luke looked at you shocked but he nodded and stood up. He went to go pack his things and leave. You weren't sad. You realized that he's just a douchebag and you deserve more.

Okay authors note. I don't know if anyone would still read this story if I continued to post but I hope you will. I'm trying to get back into writing. I want to attempt to find a good stopping place for this book so I can start something new. I feel as though my writing has gotten better since the last time I posted (like a year ago) but I still need practice. Bye bye little penguins. I hope to see you soon.🐧