as we was on are way jj was sitting opposite me again on the floor but I'm on the chair this time and I couldn't stop just looking at him he is just perfect and it kills me I ruined it all.
I snap out of it and as I do I look to his wrist to see the bracelet I made him when we was 13 missing making my heart break did he take it off or maybe he just lost it right?
"what happened to the bracelet I made you" I say as he looks up at me and I see kiara look at him confused on why he isn't wearing it as well
"I took it off you can give it to rafe if you like" he says making my heart shatter I didn't know he was this mad at me.....
This is the moment I realised that there is no getting us back that was it, everything is gone with our friendship or even being more then friends cause I know him, I know jj maybank he would never have taken that bracelet off unless he truly physically hated me.
"oh you took it off okay got the message" I say the sadness in my voice trying my best not to break down I can see him look at me and feel actually bad he took it off but he doesn't do anything he just takes a deep breath and stares at me, as I look out the window just seeing him in the corner of my eye staring.
"you took it off?" Pope says to him and he nods at pope I watch pope's eyes flicker to my wrist and look away as I hear him sigh sadly next to me putting his hand on top of my hand rubbing it softly making me smile the tinest bit
As long as I've got my other boy pope heyward I'll be alright....
"jj seriously your being dramatic now okay look you love hales we all know it and I know your mad but do you not see what she's done because of you" kie says rolling her eyes at him annoyed then looking at me sadly
"what has she done because of me?" JJ says confused looking at kiara then at me as kie just looks to him ignoring him shaking her head and looking back at me
"hales you okay you want me to sit next to you instead and pope can come sit at the front" she says to me from the passenger seat so I nod as she climbs over sitting down as pope slowly lets go off my hand as he climbs to the front.
I feel kiara arm go around me as I rest my head on her shoulder she strokes my hair
"don't think I don't realise why your wearing that many bracelets, you need to ignore jj he will get over it i promise he just needs time he loves you and always has so don't hurt yourself over him okay I'm here hales I'm always here your my girl I love you okay" she whispers into my ear making me look to her and smile with a nod
It had been about 4 minutes and as I was resting on kie I make eye contact with jj as I see him look to the bracelets then to me then back to the bracelets and back to me I see his facial expressions and how he put two and two together slowly when jhon b suddenly says
"Let's go we are here" so I got out first then jj and kie last and before kie got out jj whispers in my ear
"did you actually do it because of me like she said" he says as I look at him and I am not even gonna lie to him anymore cause look where that gets me so I nod and I see his heart break but as he was about to say something kie grabs my hand holding me close next to her holding my hand to comfort me.
I really do hate the pity when someone finds out I self harmed but I just really want the comfort right now well I want my boy jj comfort, it's not the same with anyone else.
he is the only one who knows how to make me feel better but I can't have him so I'll take my girl kies comfort.
"We're in battery, right here so if this is parcel nine then it's somewhere northeast of here" pope says pointing on the map showing us but I was standing away from them so I couldn't see
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jealousy || JJMAYBANK FANFIC
Romance"As I watch him laugh with her and her hand on his shoulder, there it was again the jealousy" ~ haley Freeland "As I watch her talk to Tom Pete whoever the prick is all I wanna do is beat the shit out of him, there it was again the jealousy" ~ jj m...
