silence is the worst thing when it's from the person you speak to the most....
The whole ride to the hawks nest I just wanted to get some air so I could breathe and get away from everything mainly away from the silence and the tiny every now and then when he would look at me and then look at away thinking I didn't notice but it wasn't a oh I love you look it was I don't wanna ever see you again look which breaks me that he is hurting because of me, I told him before we kissed I would hurt him eventually and somehow it managed to happen in a day, I'm not even surprised cause I'm poison I come from poison and I destroy every single thing I touch.
"All right" jhon b says stopping the car making me snap out of my thoughts
"Hit it boys we're going recon mission!" JJ says about to get out when jhon b speaks up
"Yo, uh...so uh I think I'm gonna do this one by myself tonight" he says as I watch Kie roll her eyes at him
"Really?" JJ asks
"What?" Jhon b questions him
"Nothing brother" he says taking his hat off
"Look I don't want to spook Sarah with the peanut gallery" he says making me look at him
"Can I come she loves me and I wanna get away from..." I say but stopping as I see jj look at me but as we make eye contact he looks away
"I know that you wanna get away from jj we can all tell that you both wanna get away from each other but no you are staying here hales" he says making me sigh
"I didn't say I wanted to get away from him you just made that up im not the one who's mad" I say as I hear jj scoff as he rolls his blunt when kie shouts
"stop it you two and I just don't understand why we are involving her at all"
"Kie, we're not involving her 0kay it's just like uh like a business meeting" jhon b says as I look over to jay to see him imitating a blow job with his joint he looks up to me and I try to hold my laughter but it isn't working as I hear pope start laughing
"hales you can laugh I'm watching you try your best not to and it isn't working I'm sure jj isn't gonna attack you for laughing" pope says looking at me and jj nods as jhon b is speaking to kie
"I definitely don't wanna laugh thank you I need to stand my ground and not laugh" I say as jj looks at me
"Stand your ground I should stand my ground I'm not the one kissing your bestfriends enemy and that bestfriend in one day" jj says as I look at him
"Oh now your talking to me huh" I say as he just shakes his head at me scoffing as I tune back to kie and jhon b
"Promise me nothing is happening between you" she says making me look at jhon b knowing he is gonna lie to her face straight
"Nothing is happening kie"
"I'm being serious!"
"Okay!"
"This isn't about you and this isn't about us this is about her, dude she's gonna get inside your head just promise me nothings happening between you guys"
"I promise" he says making me laugh quietly shaking my head
"Oh so you laugh at him" jj says quietly but I hear him making me roll my eyes
"He isn't the one giving me the silent treatment" I say making him look up
"Yeah I heard you dumbass" I say as he just rolls his eyes
"That was really believable" jj says to jhon b ignoring me again.
"A hundred percent believable" I say looking at jhon b shaking my head
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jealousy || JJMAYBANK FANFIC
Romance"As I watch him laugh with her and her hand on his shoulder, there it was again the jealousy" ~ haley Freeland "As I watch her talk to Tom Pete whoever the prick is all I wanna do is beat the shit out of him, there it was again the jealousy" ~ jj m...
