I'm talking to some girl since she won a shotgun against me and then started speaking to me so I just went along free sex I guess but the whole time I'm taking to this girl my mind is on Haley I can't take her off my mind so I look around to spot her sitting by herself looking at the stars, her favourite thing to do.
she looked so beautiful just watching them with admiration it reminds me of how I always call her my star because when we was younger when we first met she dragged me to the rooftop of my house and made us sit there all night watching them
even when I was younger I was still head over heals for her doing whatever she said whenever it's like I'm her pet but I know she doesn't see me like that but I know somewhere she likes me the way I like her she just doesn't want to show it cause she can't do relationships it sucks but I'll get there one day...
I focus back on the girl in front of me and we was laughing about stuff but I didn't understand I just went along,
I can feel hales eyes on me tho all I wanna do I go to her and as soon as I feel like she isn't watching me I look over to her to see her no longer watching the stars by herself but some guy with an arm round her shoulder I go to storm over but the girl grabs my hand and say stay with me or something idk but I did stay where I was and I watched her do the exact same she did with me when we was younger with some other dickhead, what is this like what the fuck I'm gonna punch him when I see him no one gets to steal my girl let alone do something I did with her not even did I still do it with her!
I slowly realise I'm loosing my girl more and more each day I can't let that happen but she isn't gonna be single forever I mean every guy in obx wants her soon enough she won't have a relationship fear and she will get with someone maybe that guy sitting with his arm around her right now making her smile who isn't me!
fuck is all I can think..
I watch her point to the stars clearly telling him about the North Star, I'm raging with jealousy right now I can't keep watching this and all I wanna do is punch him get him away from her make sure he stays away forever but she is smiling and she looks happy and u hardly get to see that beautiful smile I don't want it to fade away just because I'm jealous right now so I look away and find John b...
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Roman d'amour"As I watch him laugh with her and her hand on his shoulder, there it was again the jealousy" ~ haley Freeland "As I watch her talk to Tom Pete whoever the prick is all I wanna do is beat the shit out of him, there it was again the jealousy" ~ jj m...
