pope kie and jj are in shoupe office now giving him the gun but I couldn't go in since I mean I'm supposed to be dead so it would be a bit of a shock if I walked in there
all I could think about is what I said to jj I mean he wouldn't even sit next to me on the way here he literally made kie move to the back so he could sit at the front which pissed me off a little
I see pope kie and jj all walk out angry meaning it didn't work shocker....
they all get in slamming the doors each one of them at the same time making me sigh
"didn't work" I say as pope shakes his head
"nope didn't work" he says sighing and driving away
"I can not wait to shower we smell like shit" I say as kie laughs
"amen" she says as I smile softly letting out a little laugh
me and jj was in the chateau now kie and pope dropped us off and I had just I fished having a shower getting into my pyjamas when I walk out to see jj sitting on the couch drinking a beer making me sigh
we haven't said one more to eachother and it's killing me
"jay" I say as he looks at me
"I didn't mean what I said I swear" I say he sighs
" it's just everytime time it's getting good between us you always have to do something to mess it up hales, you do it every single time" he says as I sigh
"I don't mean to do it and you should know that if you knew me jay" I say as he stands up
"so what now I don't know you" he says as I sigh shaking my head
"I didn't say that" I say as he scoffs
"you pretty much did and I'd like to say I probably know you the most out of everyone and me knowing you knows that you self destruct your doing it right now" he says raising his voice a little
"I don't self destruct what the hell dose that even mean" I shout at him as he shakes his head
"look I'm not gonna keep doing this with you okay let's just go to bed forget about it you didn't mean it end of story it's fine" he says as I shake my head
"no your right I can't keep doing this with you" I say as he looks at me confused
"what" he says as I sigh
"maybe I was right to say that at the sewer, I guess I can't be your girlfriend" I say as he shakes his head
"yes you can your doing it perfectly fine right now" he says as I sigh
"it was a bad idea starting something between us jhon b was right" I say as he shake his head
"no I don't believe you jhon b was wrong don't say it" he says looking at me sadly
"you saying you don't realise that we was happier before we started dating" I say as he shakes his head
"no I'm happier now we are dating and you are too I know you are" he says as I sigh
"it's just for the better" I say as he shakes his head again
"it's not for the better hales stop don't do this please" he says as I look down and back to him
"I love you and you love me what else is there you don't need to do this" he says as I sigh
"I don't love you" I say as he looks at me hurt
"bullshit" he says
"I don't love you" I repeat
"yeah and that's bullshit especially not after last night" he says as I sigh
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jealousy || JJMAYBANK FANFIC
Romantik"As I watch him laugh with her and her hand on his shoulder, there it was again the jealousy" ~ haley Freeland "As I watch her talk to Tom Pete whoever the prick is all I wanna do is beat the shit out of him, there it was again the jealousy" ~ jj m...
