the Mystic Falls Sisters

Thoughts

You know. It's been a few months since our parents died and honestly I don't know how much I can take anymore.
It's Sunday morning and I got my day off since Matt is working in Luna, I'm not okay with her working since she still has school.
I heard a knock on the door downstairs and hoped it was just a package and not a person I'm too depressed to see someone today.
I walked downstairs and opened the door and saw Rebekah standing there and I couldn't help but smile and open the door for her and invite her in.

"Sun what are you doing inside looking so rubbish?! The weather is lovely!" She told me.
"I just don't feel like doing much Beks." I said feeling my heart break.

She looked at me confused and noticed the scars I had on my wrist.
I saw her looking at my wrist and pulled down my sleeves.

"Don't tell Luna even she doesn't know,"
"But-" Rebekah started but I cut her off.
"No buts Beks, it was a bad time after my parents died and I just didn't see a different way, I did it when Luna wasn't home or when she was out with friends cause I pushed her away. These are old scars but they haven't faded yet. At least not completely just a light scar." I told her.
She nodded and pulled me up to my room and picked out my long sleeved black dress with my black heels.

"We're going out and have some fun. You, me and Luna will go out after her shift for dinner and just have a girls' night okay?"

I laughed at her and nodded.
I pushed her out my room and got dressed in the outfit she had picked out for me.

I did my makeup what just was a simple winged eyeliner with red lips.
I made a waterfall braid and went downstairs to Rebekah and she just smiled at me.
We went outside and got in her car as we went to the grill.
We turned the radio loud and started to sing along to every song that came on.
We had a blast and we pouted when we got at the grill.
We got out and went inside where we saw Luna being behind the bar and Matt was going to the back and me and Rebekah ended up sitting at a table making sure Luna wouldn't notice us.

"Hello can I take your orders?" I heard a boy say.
I looked up and saw Jeremy Gilbert.
"Jeremy?!" I said shocked.
"Sun!" He smiled and hugged me and I asked him for an orange juice with eggs and Rebekah ordered the same just with water and he went to the back.

"So you know Jeremy Gilbert?" Rebekah asked me.
"Yeah I used to babysit him haha."
We laughed about that and just had small chats about the plans for tonight.

"You really think Luna would like that?" I asked her.
"Yes I think she would. I mean we're just going out for dinner I just need to ask Kol, Elijah and Nik to come." she said smiling.

I couldn't wait till tonight and I got interrupted cause my baby sis brought our food to our table.

"Checking in on me?" She asked me smiling and I laughed at her and said "nah Beks took me out I wasn't allowed inside the house."

Luna and Beks laughed and I was glad she smiled.

"Luna would you like to come for dinner tonight? Your sister is coming as well." Rebekah asked her smiling.

She looked surprised but nodded.

"Luna back to work." we heard Matt say and I couldn't help but blush when he stared at me.
I waved at him and he dropped a glass and starting blushing like a mad man.

Oh god tonight will be fun. Just don't think too much about Matt and enjoy for a while.