Renyang:Dear diary

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Ship:Renyang
Genre:Romance
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Dear diary,

Today was another day where I couldn't stop thinking about Renjun. I know it's wrong to have a crush on another boy,but I just can't help it. Renjun is just so handsome and kind.

When he smiles, my heart races and I can't stop blushing. I wish I could just tell him how I feel, but I'm afraid of his reaction. I don't want to ruin our friendship or make things awkward between us. Plus, I'm not even sure if he likes boys too.

But whenever we're in class together, I can't help but sneak glances at him. I love the way he concentrates on his work and the way his hair falls over his forehead. I wish I could talk to someone about my feelings, but I'm scared of being judged or rejected.

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever have the courage to tell Renjun how I feel. Maybe he'll feel the same way? Or maybe he won't and it'll be a painful rejection. Either way, I just want to know the truth.

For now, I'll keep my feelings to myself and continue to admire Renjun from afar. I'll support him as a friend and hope for the best.

Until next time,

Yangyang.

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