𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐨𝐧 | 𝐂.𝐉𝐇 𝐱 𝐊.𝐘𝐒 ✓

{27}

Jongho took a sip of his drink again.

He felt so weird. It hurt so much, just like when he lost his father, but now even more.

Yeosang cried. He cried because of Jongho. Jongho swore he will never make him cry. He wanted Yeosang to be happy and have anything he wants and needs, but he really didn't think about it.

He knew Yeosang would be upset. But him being this upset made Jongho's heart burn.

"Maybe you should stop drinking." Hongjoong said as he pushed the glass that was in Jongho's hand down.

The male raised his head. "I really can't."

Hongjoong titled his head. He was sitting in the chair next to Jongho's in the mansion's bar, and even if he hated seeing Jongho like this, Hongjoong knew he did deserve it a bit.

"You knew he was going to eventually find out, right?" Hongjoong asked.

Jongho kept his head pressed against his hand, sucking his teeth in sorrow and looking at Hongjoong again.

"I did, but it caught me in the wrong time."

Hongjoong sighed, resting his arm on the bar top. He shook his head slowly as he looked at Jongho.

"You know, you're really dumb."

Jongho nodded. "Not just dumb. I'm an idiot. The stupidest person ever existing."

Hongjoong pat his shoulder as he sighed, straightening his back and shake his head slowly.

"What was I even thinking?" Jongho asked.

Hongjoong hummed. "You didn't meet him back then. Of course you were thinking it's going to be nothing, it's what you do with everyone."

"I know, but... it just happened." Jongho mumbled the last part, moving the glass in the circle.

Hongjoong stayed quiet, still resting his arm on the top before he hummed and licked his lips.

"You love him, right?"

Jongho wasn't sure what to answer. No one has ever made him fall in love, no girls made him feel this way. He dumped a lot of women that just wanted his money, but Yeosang...Yeosang is different.

Yeosang wasn't after his money. Hell, he was even against moving in when they saved him from Minwoo, and he never actually wanted anything from Jongho. He knew Yeosang was different. He has always been different.

But Jongho.. he has never been loved. He wasn't sure if that was really love he felt towards Yeosang, but he knew he never just liked Yeosang. He was attracted to Yeosang, there is no point in lying there, but love? Oh fuck that "like" thing, he really is in love with Yeosang. Jongho would slap himself if he could right now.

"Yeah, I love him." Jongho admitted.

Hongjoong smiled. "I knew it."

Jongho knew there is just no point of hiding it anymore. He loves Yeosang, but he wonders if there is any chance with them after all of this that has happened.

"You should give him some time. Yeosang needs to process all of this, and who knows? Maybe he forgives you and you guys end up being together."

Jongho bit the inside of his cheek. He thought about it a bit, and Yeosang probably won't forgive him.

"I hope he will." Jongho paused.

"But I won't blame him even if he doesn't. I understand it." He continued.

Hongjoong hummed as Jongho took the final sip of his drink, petting his shoulder again.

"Let's go and work out in gym. It will ease your mind a bit."