All I Need Is Love (Macau & Porschay)

Chapter 3

Porschay

P' Kim was looking handsome as ever. He was wearing black leather jacket with white t-shirt underneath and black pants. When I saw him, my heart skipped a beat. He has an aura, which makes people turn around to take another look as he walks by. You just can't ignore his presence.

I didn't expect him to come for dinner. He doesn't live in main house. He rarely comes to meet his family. Why is he here today?

"I thought you won't come. I almost removed your plate from table." P' Tan said in teasing manner.

He came and sat on opposite side of table beside P' Tay.

"How could I miss an important family event." He answered P' Tan and then turn to look at me.

"Congratulation Porschay. I heard you got into college."

I didn't want to talk to him or answer his question. But it will be rude of me to not say anything.

"Thank you" I said faking a smile.

"What is your major?"

"Business"

"Interesting. But I heard, you wanted to learn music. What happened?"

Is he trying to annoy me? Or get on my nerve?

"Yes, I wanted to learn it at first, but lost interest." I said looking into his eyes. I wanted to say more, but I stopped myself.

I gave him a challenging look. The slight change in his expression was noticeable. He didn't ask me anything further.

"Ok, everyone. Today we are here to celebrate Chay getting in college. It's an important step in his life. He is going to learn and experience several things like friendship, love, relationship, party, alcohol, sex, condom...." The last two things made me blush and people around me laugh except P' Kim.

"That's enough." Hia said.

"It's your fault. You taught him all this." P' Kinn said.

"I would like to wish him all the happiness in this world." P' Tan ended his toast with sweet words. The redness on my face was visible. I was feeling shy and embarrassed. But it also felt good.

"To Chay" Everyone Cheered for me.

P' Time was telling the story about his college days. How every girl used to flirt with him. But I couldn't concentrate. I kept looking at P' Kim every now and then from corner of the eye. I could also feel his eyes on me as well. I was eating small bites of my food. I lost my appetite.

I excused myself and went to washroom. I needed to get out to get some air. I can't handle P' Kim being here.

I finished my business and came out to wash my hands.

"You have grown up Chay"

I looked up in the mirror and saw P' Kim leaning on wall behind me. He came close and put his hands on countertop trapping me. I leaned back to create space between us.

"You still have time. Change your major."

How dare he? What does he think of himself?

He was talking to me as if he has right over me. It made me angry.

"Last time we met, you said, I was responsible for my life and discission. So, what happened now? Why are you interfering?"

"Because you are taking wrong decision. Your talent is in music not business. Don't be stupid."

I felt a rage inside me.

"How do you know, it's a wrong decision? And even if, it's wrong decision, It's my life. Why do you care? Did you all of a sudden realize that you love me?" I raised my voice a little.

He kept looking at me. His silence was loud and clear.

How much more you are going to hurt me, P' Kim?

"Oh wait. You don't. You only know, how to take advantage of people. Is this one of your tricks? What do you want now?" I continued.

"Chay!"

P' Kim shouted and grabbed my arms. He pulled me closer to him. I could see anger in his eyes. His jaw clenched.

"Wha-att?"

My voice cracked. It hurts so much. My eyes became moist. Tear started to gather at the corner of my eyes.

"P' Kim, we are part of a same family now. I don't want any conflict between us. If anyone come to know about between us, especially our brothers, the consequences will be bad. So, let's forget about the past and try to stay away from each other."

He let go of my arms and walked away. The tears, I was holding back fell down on my cheeks.

When I look at him, my heart breaks into pieces. I remember the time we spend with each other. Holding hands and talking like no one is around us. Putting my head on his chest, while sleeping and listen his heart beat. Even his heart beats sounded like music. His smile, the way he looked at me, his touch, everything felt real.

Suddenly, those memories got replaced by the painful ones. I squeezed my eyes hard and turn back to look in the mirror. I look like a mess. I cleaned my face. The makeup on my face was light and water proof. So, it helped a lot. I don't want anyone to find out, that I cried.

I went back and sat beside P' Tan.

"What took you so long?" He asked.

"I lost my way back." I said and smiled at him.

"You should get used to it Chay. This is your home now."

I nodded and looked at P' Kim's chair. It was empty. It feels like, he is not coming back.

I ignored him and enjoyed my dinner. I won't let him ruin my day. P' Tan has arranged beautiful dinner party for me. His efforts shouldn't go in vain. We had lovely time together.

After having dessert, I went back to my room. While everyone else was still having fun. Tomorrow was my first day of university. I had to wake up early. I prepared everything I need tomorrow and went to take a shower.

I came back and slumped on my bed. Exhaustion hit my body. My eyes felt heavy. But I can't help and wonder, how my first day is going to be? Am I going to make friends?

I hope so.